Never felt this cold
I'll spare you the complaints
Cause I'd rather be here
Then sinking in mistakes
Gave myself the choice
Am I dying or am I living
Or I spare myself a burden
Cause no one is coming
My phone is at home
The world can leave me alone
Praying to the sky
I wanna be on my own
But it's a start
Worthy of a restart
Freezing from head to toe
Welcome to Utah
I went outside today
Rather than staring at the clock
Loud ticking on the watch
Like times about to stop
Should I climb that mountain
Just to sit beside god
Or should I finish that book
I barely have a plot
My coming-of-age novel
Gotta start with some growth
Not necessarily in the story
But in myself I'll compose
You can't write about growth
If you don't yourself I suppose
Now competing in two games
But not for the throne
Without these distractions
Is like a wind of change
New emotions like filler
Of the empty space
Give me these weeks
And I'll return your calls
Just stop pretending
You gave a shit at all
Never felt this cold
I'll spare you the complaints
Cause I'd rather be here
Then sinking in mistakes
Gave myself the choice
Am I dying or am I living
Or I spare myself a burden
Cause no one is coming
My phone is at home
The world can leave me alone
Praying to the sky
I wanna be on my own
But it's a start
Worthy of a restart
Freezing from head to toe
Welcome to Utah