Shiki XO - Girls on Drugs Lyrics

Well, I told her I just wanted to be honest
I just want you cause the one I love ain't here
And yeah, it made her sad, but she f*cked me anyway
I'm such a cliche it drives me to tears
And I told her she shouldn't wear all that makeup
It smells like acetone and insecurity
But you know exactly what I want
Why the f*ck aren't you here to give it to me
And I know that you don't like it when I take pills
Or when dead presidents let me smell their hair
But girls on drugs are a lot more fun
So honestly I forget how to care
So you text me at 3am
Like, "baby, I love you
Stay safe. Have fun too"
But I did too much blow
So I'm feeling my heart beat faster than it should
Lay down, close my eyes, and my mouth tastes like blood
I wanna go home but don't know where that is
I just know it's with you
So, I told her I just wanted to be honest
I love you but I don't know how this works
My heart's in New York but you're from LA
God, I hate this moment; this part is the worst
Sitting in the bathtub and it's freezing
You're a thousand miles away, I'm so alone
But I guess I'm coming up now, it's my season
Won't you hold me I don't even want the dome
I'll never be quite that much of a disaster
But I'll get pretty f*ckin' close I'll bet
Cause girls on drugs wanna smoke, not f*ck
And I swear to f*ck it's making me depressed
But she don't call the next day
I ain't trippin it's psychosis
She don't love me, we on ho shit
Said she wanna kill herself
When I call, she don't pick up
When she want dick, it's a stick up
I told her I love her, never want another
I guess that's still true