Don't f*ckin look at me like that
The f*ck is wrong with you
I'm talking to myself
I'm just a fool with the devil on my shoulder
Angels in my circle communicatin with numbers
And she was always there but she was never my lover
Now she's gone and I'm wishin I could hold her
You ever write a sad song when your stomach hurt
Bulimic and dope sick, I think I've had enough of her
He like "yeah I know that I'ma leave but I'ma f*ck her first"
Then turn around and wonder why the f*ck it burns
Yeah, they all thought that I was dumb at first
But I was silent, steady grindin, put in dummy work
Bloody knuckles, just like f*ck it, cuz this love a curse
Shoulda known better, shoulda never f*cked w her
Black roses bloom in the moonlight
Dilated eyes all night, so you move right
Teeth about to rot so I think I need some new ice
Is it really the beginning, tell me, am I just a fool, I
Can hear the voices when I try sleep
Especially right after havin way too much to eat
And throwing up outside your house while you all asleep
And I know that you probably wanna die in peace
But, I can't hold on for much longer
Every day I fear that I'm just like my father
Wedding ring in the mud, death before dishonor
No one to steady my hands, don't even bother
Shit, I guess I'm getting calmer
Sitting in the dark, punk rock Dalai Lama
While she somewhere doin good coke in the Bahamas
I don't wanna turn my back on everyone
I'm sorry mama
And I don't want no drama
Don't wanna rock no designer
Free Romello, my brother that's been locked up
Ain't seen him since we was 10 and playin black ops
But I don't wanna go back to the past, god
Sellin acid, gettin bags with the mask off
Staring at a popcorn ceiling, counting cracks off
I had enough of this feeling, just fade to black, ah
I want you to feel free from this
Even if i can't
That's why i'm here
AAAAAAA
DEMONS ALL IN MY HEAD
TIRED OF THE FALSE PROMISES
LATELY I FEEL UNDEAD
MY LIFE A FUCKING MESS
MY BRAIN DERANGED
MY PAIN INSANE
Yeah but
Things like that are really hard to say