Just woke up, I'm glistening
Screamin', no one's listening
She say, "I can't do this again"
I'm right outside, just let me in
She know I'm a f*ckin' mess
She wanna get me undressed
I don't even want the sex
I just wanna lay in your bed
Lil' slit wrist, shine red wine in the moonlight
Everybody love me but they don't know how to do it right
Everybody crazy, value money over human life
Therapy, won't talk to me, I can't even show up on time
You only call me when you're high or when you think I'm gonna die
I'm too stressed out, need to unwind. Shawty cut me another line
She told me she loved me and I shouldn't have believed the lie
I promise, when I call you, I'll be sober and won't need a ride
Over this, I can't even lie. No, won't give this another try
I told you, I spent this year as a ghost and I can't even fly
Born without a pulse, I couldn't breathe. That's why I never cry
Now I'm on my own and still can't breathe. Guess you were never mine
Just woke up, I'm glistening
Screamin', no one's listening
She say, "I can't do this again"
I'm right outside, just let me in
She know I'm a f*ckin' mess
She wanna get me undressed
I don't even want the sex
I just wanna lay in your bed
Watch the rain fall, psychedelic on the windshield
She wanna give me a call cause she love how I make her feel
Do you care girl, what's the deal? Don't lie to me, just keep it real
Hide my wrist from ones I love but f*ck it's time for the reveal
Psychotic from the drugs, all these ghosts in my bloodline
13, 26, Rubies under clublights
39, 52, Bloody, boutta baptize
65, See the light, sorry love it's naptime
Blowin' up, he got his 7 minutes like a crackpipe
They say I'll last a lifetime if I just learn to act right
Just woke up, I'm glistening
Screamin', no one's listening
She say, "I can't do this again"
I'm right outside, just let me in
She know I'm a f*ckin' mess
She wanna get me undressed
I don't even want the sex
I just wanna lay in your bed
Just woke up, I'm glistening
Screamin', no one's listening
She say, "I can't do this again"
I'm right outside, just let me in
She know I'm a f*ckin' mess
She wanna get me undressed
I don't even want the sex
I just wanna lay in your bed
Don't remember what she said
She think I'm better off dead
Baby, I'm not heartless
I'm just usin' my heart less