He said, "they only gonna love you when you dying
They only think you're interesting when you lying
Once you're in it, you can't ever try to fight it"
Made my decision, I gotta lay down behind it
He said, "it's too late, it's time to come out of hiding"
He said, "you're doing great, why the f*ck you feel like crying?"
Been feeling so alone, in my mind behind my eyelids
Stay inside, stick to the plan, forget the timing
He said, "they only gonna care when you don't give a f*ck"
He told me, "wait until you make it. No, it's not enough"
I tried to tell him, I don't want it I just want the love
He told me, "Be careful what you say, don't f*ck the vision up"
He said, "they only gonna love you when you dying
They only think you're interesting when you lying
Once you're in it, you can't ever try to fight it"
Made my decision, I gotta lay down behind it