(And I remember everything, I miss everything
And all our "I love you's" which lost it's meaning every time you said
But I was busy loving you to notice that)
Open and hopeless I'm trying to be seen
You've been on my mind
And I feel like I'm losing it
You've been saying I'm being too much
But all I wanted was your approval
I don't really feel like trying
Cause I've always been misunderstood
And you said I was fine until I let my guards down
Now I'm falling back
Cause I'm all alone
I'll build my walls again
I'll make them stronger
I wouldn't let you come back again
And you said I was fine until I let my guards down
Now I'm falling back
Cause I'm all alone
I'll build my walls again
I'll make them stronger
I wouldn't let you come back again
I'm just breaking
Shaking in my room
I wake up alone
And you still won't come home
Before it, all fades let me tell you
I don't mean to but I still miss you
I can run away, but you'll look for me
There's just no running away from you
And you said I was fine until I let my guards down
Now I'm falling back
Cause I'm all alone
I'll build my walls again
I'll make them stronger
I wouldn't let you come back again
I always thought you understood me
But it was me
Who misunderstood
Maybe I'll be fine when I learn to hold on
I wouldn't fall again
Cause I'll keep it to myself
I'll be gone for a while
And hope that I'll be fine
I'll erase everything from my mind
And you said I was fine until I let my guards down
Now I'm falling back
Cause I'm all alone
I'll build my walls again
I'll make them stronger
I wouldn't let you come back again
You always said that
We were meant to be
But now you're gone
You didn't notice that I was the only one who cared