Curtisy has just entered the building
Friends been asking why you acting so distant
Paranoid and disconnected from my feelings
Isolation masquerading like it's healing
Too old for this, watch be ticking on my wrist
Taking the piss, can't be shooting just to miss
Life been on my mind lately, I've ben feeling real crazy, call rejected I'm wavy, guess I'm doing fine (maybe)
Guess I'm doing fine (maybe) x2
This ain't a cry for help
Know how it seems
Gotta believe me
I'm running
Just trynna find myself
In more than a glass
More than the past
More than the morals that I've upheld
More than the jokers that I've been dealt
More than the feelings that overwhelm
More than the healing that's for my health
Doctor tell me what I'm supposed to do
This ain't covid no this ain't no flu
Stuck in my head like a catchy tune
Back to back Sade sweetest taboo
(no one's gonna save ya but yaself
Playing the victim doesn't help)
VOICE MEMO:
I hope that I haven't made the biggest mistake of my life.. Well I guess mistakes, plural, cos I've made so many f*cking decisions
Life been on my mind lately, I've been feeling real crazy, call rejected I'm wavy guess I'm doing-