S.H.I.V. - Shambles (Remix) Lyrics

I don't wanna go outside these days
All these people man they keeping me away
From the real shit, it's keeping me at bay
Yeah
I'm in a different mind state, I feel a strangle
I try to meditate, my energy in shambles

Yeah, got the gin in my cup, in the cut
When I drink, man I feel, like it's me now
I'm not sober when I ride cause I can't pull up to the party unless I bust down
I can't tell how you I feel, when I really wanna tell you that I can't never let you go
But I'm pulling up to the wrong places, wrong people at the wrong time
Yeah you know me, but you can't read inside my mind
I'm a different guy, ain't nobody wanna live and die
I deliver cause I wanna fly
They be f*ckin with my energy
Puttin up my whole mind state in jeopardy
Enemies
All these people finna be the death of me
Roll a blunt, down the liquor, off the melody
Everything is just a memory
I changed up, I changed up, I changed up, I changed up, I changed up for life
My heart it was turning to ice
Unconsciously paying the price
But now I know what I need now
I need the music and my fam now
Not with the agenda, don't ask how
I work hard so I can keep my vow

I don't wanna go outside these days
All these people man they keeping me away
From the real shit, it's keeping me at bay
Yeah
I'm in a different mind state, I feel a strangle
I try to meditate, my energy in shambles

Running away, running away from all of these people
I'm running away, cause they wanna see me hop up on the reefer
They tell me to smoke and forget, but it just make it worse like a fever
And I am not one to forget cause I save all my shit like a keeper
Do you smoke, do you drink, do you pop shit?
I don't pop all that molly, and I'm not quick
Quit asking, man I'm finna have to pop shit
No guns but I'll tell you that I got hits
Tryna flip me to somebody who got no heart
You be talking to the boy, think I'm not smart
Imma tell you one time, better write it down
I got goals, unlike you, better bite it down

I don't wanna go outside these days
All these people man they keeping me away
From the real shit, it's keeping me at bay
Yeah
I'm in a different mind state, I feel a strangle
I try to meditate, my energy in shambles