I'm sittin' outside. Wonderin' if today is gonna be my day
I'm stayin' away from my house tryin' to get away
And I can't keep runnin', runnin', runnin
And maybe I'm not tryin' hard enough
Maybe I'm not doing quite enough
Oh, I'm always so tired
God, I'm so tired of trying to be heard
And I'm thinkin' about when I'm gonna get older
Is anybody gonna listen? Is anybody ever going to remember?
I'm tired of them lookin'. I'm tired of them sayin'
I'm tired of thinkin' that everybody is out for me
Oh, man I'm so exhausting
I'm not gonna get any better
Maybe I'm not so much better than everybody I'm complaining about
Maybe I'm no better
I'm tired of feeling like I always need to be better
I'm tired of feeling like I always need to be better
Am I ever going to feel like I'm getting better?
Am I ever going to feel like I'm gettting better?
Am I ever going to feel like I'm going to get better?