How do I ask for it when you bat your eyes so sweet
How do I ask for it when I'm still seething through my teeth
But let's get real it's not you it's me
I've heard it before you need something to meet your needs
You wanted me to be something that I'm not
Something that I thought I wanted at the time
But can't you see I'm my own worst enemy
I hold my bad habits as if they could take care of me
Baby sometimes I don't understand things
But I keep trying to pull all of your strings
I want control it's killing me
I'd do most anything but I still can't f*ckin' sleep
You wanted me to be something that I'm not
Something that I thought I wanted at the time
But can't you see I'm my own worst enemy
I hold my bad habits until I step outside of me