Shortshorts - Outside Issues Lyrics

I've been having a hard time
It's different from before
Got new feelings bouncing around
In my busy head
But I don't know how to say them out loud to you
So I hold them too tight
Got me feeling unglued
And I don't know what to do
Please just give me a sign
That these feelings are mine

I've been reaching for you the whole time
And I keep having to say it's not fine
When it comes to you I won't stay
So I take my meds everyday

I been hanging around you
Hoping for a change
At once my feelings have gone
So far away
And I been standing in one place for so long now
Don't know if I got the guts to escape you somehow
Cause we're just living for now
Please just give me a sign
I know these feelings are mine

I been laying in bed for hours
And I can't seem to find
Something that might have the power
To stop keeping me up at night
It wasn't until this year
That I disconnected from you
Now I got nothing to fear
I got away from you my dear