Shovels and Rope - Invisible Man Lyrics

Help me please, I'm lost in myself
I don't know who I am, I don't know anybody else
Are these my companions, is this my place
Can you still see my eyes, do I still have my face

The thoughts I had, they don't stick with me
I can't operate this confounded machine
I can't move forward, I can't look back
The past and the future all fade to black

I feel like a ship that's sinking down
Till I put on my headphones and I remember the sound
Mining memories of who I used to be
Pieces of the puzzle that look like me

How can anybody understand
I'm fading away, I'm the invisible man
Is there anybody who can give me a voice
I hate to repeat it, but it's not my choice

Oh my god I'm lost in time
Mother's Day, Thanksgiving, Christmas, 4th of July
I can't decide if I wanna laugh or cry
Cause everything's confusing and I don't know why

Wait, I do know why.... I figured it out
But it's gone again before I can open my mouth
But when I open my mouth and I've got something to say
It's the same conversation I had yesterday

Yesterday and the day before
Maybe tomorrow, I don't know anymore
Help me please, I'm lost in myself
I don't know who I am, I don't know anybody else

Are these my companions, is this my place
Can you still see my eyes, do I still have my face
The thoughts I had, they don't stick with me
I can't operate this confounded machine

I can't move forward, I can't look back
The past and the future just fade to black
I feel like a ship that's sinking down
I put on my headphones and remember the sound

Is there anybody out there who can give me a voice
I hate to repeat it, but it's not my choice
It's not my choice
I hate to repeat it, but it's not my choice