Shwa Losben - Backup Option Lyrics

If it had to happen though
At least now I know
But it don't make me feel any better
I got in the car and I drove
Nowhere to go
But I knew that I had to see you

And now that I did

I can't eat
I can't sleep
Maybe it's not worth it
I can't breathe
I can't be
I can't be your back-up option
Left with nothing

So I walked to your door
And there on your porch
I saw you with his arms wrapped around you
And that look of surprise
Your daggers for eyes
And I knew right then I had lost you

And now that I know

I can't eat
I can't sleep
Maybe it's not worth it
I can't breathe
I can't be
I can't be your back-up option
Left with nothing

All this ends right now
I can't keep breaking down
There's nothing left to hide
I've never been so alive
As when I'm with you
And now it hurts
It hurts

And now that I know

I can't eat
I can't sleep
Maybe it's not worth it
I can't breathe
I can't be
I can't be your back-up option
Left with nothing

So the memories fade
More and more each day
But the hurt it just keeps on repeating
I'd follow you half-round the world
Anywhere
But you knew some point I would be leaving