Siddartha - Judas Lyrics

Lord forgive me
Lord forgive me
Lord forgive me
Lord forgive me
Yeah
Cause I've been looking for a better day
Writing down my life with the pen and page
Tryna break be down
But I never cave
I'ma have to fight with the MMA
Everybody fight just to entertain
Like it ain't real
This an anime
Everybody take shots
Till they get shot
And they lose another life
NRA
No Reason Allowed
Feet to the ground
Sleeping around
People surround
Other people screaming out loud
Drowned by the sound
Looking at the cops
As they beating em down
(beating em down)
(beating em down)
What's the price to pay?
Before we right the ways
This is hard to face
And all I got to say is
Lord forgive me
Lord forgive me
Lord forgive me
Lord forgive me
How are we supposed to pay rent?
(How?)
When there's not enough payment
(Naa)
How you tell me to be patient?
(How?)
When you don't understand the pain man
(Naa)
Rich thriving off the tax cuts
(Yeah)
This the struggle of a layman
(Yeah)
Wonder when they stopped making pennies
(When?)
Wonder if they'll ever make sense
(Never)
Could we make change
If we made change?
I don't trust bills trying to break chains
It'll feel fake
I've been on edge for a while now
Tryna calm down
But the edge cut like a real blade
Will it spill blood
Is there real love?
Is it just greed from corrupt?
I wanna feel hate
But if deep down
We the same shit
You can pass me a bottle and a blunt
I'ma take it to the face
Forgive me
Lord forgive me
Lord forgive me
Lord forgive me
I've been tryna get it
But it's hard for me to understand
If I can watch another man
Going through pain
Now I'm not a critic
But it's something that I'm feeling
When I'm looking at the world
And we acting insane
Nobody is different
Just a wrong circumstance
A bad f*cking day
And your whole life change
And if I'm honest
Then I wouldn't say shit
If nothing happened to me
And we had it my way
Cause
You don't care unless it happens to you
Unaware unless it happens to you
Don't understand 'less it happens to you
Don't give a damn till it happens to you
Don't believe unless it happens to you
No one grieve unless it happens to you
You might be thinking we acting a fool
Wonder if it's gonna happen to you?
Forgive me
Lord forgive me
Lord forgive me
Cause I can't forgive you
October 11th 2011
Untitled
Would you ever open up your heart?
While knowingly understanding
That the person you opened up to
Is planning on tearing it apart?
Dear Stranger
Which one were you?
The one who opened up their heart?
Or the one who tore it apart?
Or maybe
Maybe
You were both