Is it real now?
I wonder how you feel now
I hope I did the right thing
Do you feel proud?
I know I had you worried for a moment there
But don't be scared I'm well aware
That this is what I need to do
I'll do my best to reach to you but
It got me feeling ways
When I see your face
But this isolation
Is keeping me in check
To get them cheques
Her warm caress can
Take me away to a different dimension
At times I can feel apprehension
But I'm back to my senses
F*ck it Siddartha
Get back to your senses
And she was special I'll admit
Getting down to our favourite jams
Bumping Nas in the whip
When I was by her side
The grass was looking greener
Well shit
I didn't think I would ever
Spend so much time on the fence
It's okay
She the same
We can't make it anyways
That's the truth
That's the truth
I tell myself like everyday
She was great
She was great
And made em chicks all feel like hobbies
So I really have to wonder
Stranger if you didn't stop me then
Maybe she could end up in my life
Maybe we could move together
Maybe she could be my
(omitted)
I could take her round the world
Yeah every month a different flight
She could be my night stars
I could be her shining knight
I say
Damn
What a decision
I say
Damn
Would it be different?
I say
Damn
What am I missing?
I say
Damn
Girl got me tripping
I say
Damn
I'm in remission
I say
Damn
What am I thinking
I say
Damn
Possibilities endless
I can't pretend
I'm losing my senses
Girl
Girl you got me thinking of some crazy shit
Like
Like pay off your OSAP crazy
(You're too broke for that)
Ummmm
Okay maybe like half
Girl you got me thinking of some crazy shit
Like
Like buy you a ring crazy
Like
Like f*ck you without a rubber crazy
Like I want a kid-
Dear Love
Just know I mean it when I say it
We would be so good together
No such thing as your replacement
We could go so many places
Holy shit that'd be amazing but
I'm sorry
(Gasp)
Now I'm back to reality
Putting all of my focus onto
Stacking this salary
Momma needs her a house
Cause she been sleeping on couches
So I'll be watching my mouth
As I'm sticking to practicality
So music don't delay please
You better not betray me
I gave you full commitment
If you leave I might go crazy
I've made my sacrifice
I've been losing sleep every night
These broken hearts replay my vice
I pray my decision was right so
(Birds chirping)