Sidelines - Lethargic Lullabies // Chaotic Whispers Lyrics

I'm sick of singing songs in hopes you'd sing along
But I can't fight this feeling that something's always wrong
Clinically depressed at best just a mess
But I still keep on talking to get this off my chest
Married to the pain because without this what am I?
Lethargic and tainted, smelling like watercolour lullabies
A new sunrise in my soul could burn all the cold away
But I've fallen in love with these icy veins
Rise, ignite
The sun, just might
Believe, the Moon
If it, ends soon
I don't wanna talk
I don't wanna breathe
I don't wanna do a goddamn thing
Yet here I am again and again
Screaming my lungs out at all of my friends
Married to the pain because without this what am I?
Lethargic and tainted, smelling like watercolour lullabies
A new sunrise in my soul could burn all the cold away
But I've fallen in love with these icy veins
Ahhhhhh
EHHHHHHHH
All I want is just to end this pain in me
Just f*cking end it
Suffering is half the fun
When you've got a two mile tongue
Could burn all the cold away
But I'm falling in love with these icy veins