SidneyJames - Middle Fingers Up (feat. Iamkmd) Lyrics

I was born into a family
With no f*cking wealth
And the doctors used to fret
Because they worried 'bout my health
Recently, they've been back
Because I tried to hurt myself
You see, I've never feared Lucifer
My life's already hell
Put my middle fingers up 'till the grave, uh
Bitch I'm not impressed
Don't care what you say, uh
It's been a struggle
Since my very first days, uh
If you survived what I've survived
I'd be amazed, bitch

Never look back
Never look back
That's what they say
The past is long gone
But the present's underway
Even if life's shitty
You can hope that it'll change
You can be the one
Who went and beat a life of pain
I won't loose track of the vision
I'm gon' make my life worth
Mother f*cking living
It's my only goal
It's my only goddamn mission
Keep my head up
Keep it up, quit trippin'

I was born into a family
With no f*cking wealth
And the doctors used to fret
Because they worried 'bout my health
Recently, they've been back
Because I tried to hurt myself
You see, I've never feared Lucifer
My life's already hell
Put my middle fingers up 'till the grave, uh
Bitch I'm not impressed
Don't care what you say, uh
It's been a struggle
Since my very first days, uh
If you survived what I've survived
I'd be amazed, bitch

Mother f*ckers wonder why I'm switching lanes
Maybe 'cause I just can't seem to keep my pace
And I'm always tryna block out all my pain
Chasin' better days
Lemme waste away
Let my life decay
Shout out Josh
Get the f*ck up out my face

Why the f*ck you think I'm up all night
Writing verses
Searching for some peace of mind
Things just seem to worsen
And I just
Dig my f*cking grave
And mind my f*cking business
Then people bring me up
And then I have to get pissed with
All these mother f*ckers
Imma drown you in the thunder
Let you know what it's like
To be down and under
Mother f*cker
I'm just
Sick and tired of being sick
'Cause I'm done with it
With all that being said
Depression you can suck my f*cking dick

I was born into a family
With no f*cking wealth
And the doctors used to fret
Because they worried 'bout my health
Recently, they've been back
Because I tried to hurt myself
You see, I've never feared Lucifer
My life's already hell
Put my middle fingers up 'till the grave, uh
Bitch I'm not impressed
Don't care what you say, uh
It's been a struggle
Since my very first days, uh
If you survived what I've survived
I'd be amazed, bitch