Silvandgold - DOING ME Lyrics

Don't try to preach to anybody how to be
You wanna be this way or be that way
Or be extra positive 'cause you just can't do that
This is not a positive world
So however you can balance yourself out
Positive or negative it's just that
Yeah
Yo
Uh
Look
See I'm just trying to be the best that I can be
And feed my family
Use my gifts that they despise but also keep my sanity
My mind is battling
Because my passions mellow out my agony
Besides I thought they said that I can be all I can be
I deal with hating bitches already
Trying to dim my shine because they envy
Then I come home my family burden heavy
Filling up my calendar with things to do places to be
But they don't see the hustle underground so they mocking me
Talking mean saying when I'm getting paid
They stomping dreams
Stay clam and breathe
Bump a beat book a show book a flight
Paying me loving growth my aim is right
They don't see I go despite uh
You called me selfish but I'm doing me like I do for you
I'm thinking about the comforts I can give because of all you do
I'll show and prove
Book some time in the stu and write to Goom
Boom bap and blues shit you know the mood
Foo

I can't stay positive all the time shit I gotta do me
I can't stay positive all the time shit I gotta do me
You can't silence the way that I feel shit I gotta do me
I can't silence myself when I feel shit I gotta do me

Let me spill my guts hope that you relate as I spit and discuss
Like the way I listen to my faves and I cry a bunch
Cause they don't front
Talking problems that they have like us
They human just flesh and bone
Feel alone distrust
I feel disgust when a man that is grown
Starts to lust when I know that at home
He's got a love I don't condone
This happens way too much to not discuss
I overthrow
If you don't feel fulfilled then why don't you just go
Even worse do not involve me in your woe
Cause I am dangerous you gone be stuck on me fo sho
I don't make the rules, I know
I got venom in my soul
I come from a lineage of women that take full control
You won't know how to decode
You will hate yourself no joke
When you realize you cannot cage this being made of gold
Try to hide me all your own
Selfish let the world behold
Curses of the past end when I sit on the throne

I can't stay positive all the time shit I gotta do me
I can't stay positive all the time shit I gotta do me
You can't silence the way that I feel shit I gotta do me
I can't silence myself when I feel shit I gotta do me