THIS IS THE TIME
I gave it up to save my life but stitches will always scare from a surgical knife I walk around with a black hole inside whether it sucks me in is for me to decide
This is the time this is the time this is the time that I need you this is the time this is the time this is the time that I break through
I knew I couldn't do it by myself no love inside to give a shit about my health too sick to know that I was sick the interventions didn't even make me think
It's not the junk I poked or the coke I smoked the abuse and pain that made me choke when you're guilty it's the mess you make when you're shamed you feel that you're a mistake