Sinserely - Lost my mind Lyrics

I love you sinserely
I wanna endmi
She told me that "I love you" she said "I love you sin"
I said that "love you too" she said tell me then
Bae I've been loved you, for the longest
I'm f*cked up in my head, I can't hold on to this
I told you that I'm staying, you think I'm playing
You stuck inside my head our memories replaying
I'm tired of feeling lost
Like what that's a lost cause
I told you that I'm done, you said "you got more than one"
I told you that "I love you, like you the one I want"
You told me "this shit for the moment" you just having fun
I wanted real love L-O-V-E
I thought you loved me, but you used me
You said you "loved me" you confusing me
You told me f*ck me and you amuse me
Like what I did to you?
I bought you shit, I said I love you, even bought you food
Now that right there, that's some shit that I would never do
Your love was never true
I look at you, like God damn I should've knew
Gave you my heart, gave you the key and then you ran away
Gave you my love, you broke my heart, you took your hand away
I smoke my pain away I smoke then I blast off
Can't tell my twin how I feel he might just say I'm soft
Nobody know, nobody know what I be thinking
Nobody know, nobody know my heart been sinking
Nobody know, nobody know I reached my limit
Damn I went insane and lost my mind
I'm sin