Sinserely - Lyfe Lyrics

(Your going to end up dead too)
Yea, my momma said I won't be shit that broke my heart
Told lil bro don't ask me how I feel I don't know where to start
Lemme not waste your time, I been f*cked up since I was nine
My momma never gave a f*ck so bitch don't ask me if I'm fine
Lookin' for her closure, my heart on my shoulder, Minnesota
My heart so cold I can't even hold it
I been f*cked up but they can't notice
Grabbed my gun but I can't blow it
You said you love me you can't show it
Heart so ripped man I can't sew it
Got so much pain I can't out grow it
Momma kicked me out her life, I grabbed that gun man f*ck that knife
Remember one time late at night, I almost went and took my life
My brother told me think twice, I put down the gun and talked to Christ
His advice it changed my life, I told my self that shit ain't right
Pain is temporary I asked myself, "like when does it get better"
Talking to the Lord, he told me "son just give me all your pressure"
Had to let my ex go I swear that shit it took forever
Took so long them trials and errors
Sometimes I wish I never met her
Glad I did, cause that shit taught me don't fall in love again
Yea I'm sin, did a lot of shit I still repent for sins, that I did
Man I pray I hope to God he don't forbid
Let me in, sorry for the shit I did I was kid
Wanted love since I was young, these bitches treat me like I'm nun
Fell in love I was so dumb, I was so blind I thought I won
Thinking bout the future, wanted that lil bitch to have my son
But she said "that we not serious" she just "talk to me for fun"
Yea, my life so f*cked up this shit her living proof
Got five thousand things to say to you but right now man I'm through
I got used to all this pain, I swear this shit right here not new
Inside these songs I speak my pain bitch I don't do this shit for views
Looking for her closure
Yea, looking for her closure
Yea, was looking for your closure
My heart so cold can't hold it
My heart so cold can't hold it