Torn Video (MV)

I'm feelin torn for the last time
Wasn't the first time
I'm writing these rhymes
How many mountains do i gotta climb
Can i just get a sign
I'm ready to resign
I kept you closer, i keep on calling you over
Left me begging and screaming for more
You messed me over i cannot seem to get sober
And i find myself right on the floor
Now i wear these diamond chains to cover up the pain
Because i can't feel a thang thats why i constantly drank
Eighty proof in my veins from thirty shots to the brain
Feel like im shackled in chains im so emotionally drained
You got me torn
Between two worlds it's like i don't know where to go anymore
And whats this for?
I gotta pack up all my bags because i know that i deserve so much more
Even through the diamond rangs and all the fancy thangs
I needa feel at home, right now i feel so alone
Yeaaa you got me torn, between both worlds
Between both worlds, between both worlds
Between both worlds, between both worlds
Riding through the city
I ain't got nobody with me
Gotta take some time to myself
I packed up all my feelings
Put em in a box
Then i placed em way up high on a shelf
And i finally found myself
I needed someone else
To help through each day
I finally escaped
You helped numb all the pain
Wiped away all her stains
You burned it up in flames
I'm grabbing life by the reigns
You got me torn
Between two worlds it's like i don't know where to go anymore
And whats this for?
I gotta pack up all my bags because i know that i deserve so much more
Even through the diamond rangs and all the fancy thangs
I needa feel at home, right now i feel so alone
Yeaaa you got me torn, between both worlds
Between both worlds, between both worlds
Between both worlds, between both worlds