Homecoming (feat. Alta View) Video (MV)

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Um, Hi
It's me again
Um you haven't answered
Any of my texts
Any of my calls
And I'm starting to get
Really worried
No one knows where you're at
Yeah...just know that I love you
And uh...come home?

I know I've been distant
I know you just called
But I must've missed it
I've seen your last message
And that raises questions
Of why in the hell you keep cleaning my messes
And I'm wrong
For having those thoughts
That keep running through
For making you sit at home
And just assume
Just know that it's me
(Just know that it's me!)
And it's never you...

Left in reality
Thoughts of a better me
No
Maybe that door is closed
I am someone that I don't know

I feel Ive been searching
For something I've lost
Nothing worth preserving
My bridges are burning
I'm just not deserving
I feel like this life is not worth conserving

Because of my thoughts
That keep running through
They start to take over till
They just consume
It will always be me
(While I'm caught in this loop)
And it's sad but true.

Now I'm Left in reality
With Thoughts of a better me
Maybe that door is closed
I'm someone I don't know

I've been Drinking for therapy
To distance my memories
These insecurities
Need some sort of remedy
To challenge a change in me
While I am drowning at the bottom of the sea

While I'm drowning at the bottom of the
See how I live though these eyes of despair
And walk through the dark without any care

I've slept with the hopes of demise
Tend to finish in last
Getting lost in the past for so long
For so long
Maybe I'm too far gone

I woke up Monday
Mourning on the wrong side of the bed
Could this be the night
I'm losing my sight
Feels like falling away again!

Now I'm Left in reality
With Thoughts of a better me
Maybe that door is closed
(Maybe that door is closed!)
I'm someone I don't know
(I don't know!)

I've been Drinking for therapy
To distance my memories
These insecurities
Need some sort of remedy
To challenge a change in me
While I am drowning at the bottom of the sea

While I'm drowning at the bottom of the sea
While I'm drowning at the bottom of the sea...

Hi baby
It's Mommy
Um Just calling to say
Goodnight and I love you
Gimme a call when you get this
I'll talk to you later
Buh bye.