Skitall - Changes Lyrics

I tried so f*cking hard
And yet nobody's ever hearing it
All that fake support
Man i thought that i was nearing it
The goal that i had set myself of getting recognized
Then i saw that the industry is mechanized
Cause if you aint fake as f*ck
Then you aint getting televised
Man you dirty bitches you need to be sterilized
Dropped so many opportunities
Hoping you'd be tuning in
And i've never been a part of a community
That's the way it goes when you're broke
Fake support around but im not fighting off the ropes
I got the center and i'm never letting you in
Self made skitall i don't care what you think
I tried to please you now i'm doing it my way
Get out of my lane there's only me on this highway
Trust me fam you weren't there at the start
So why you popping up now that i sparked

I'm making music for my self now
And i don't care if you are feeling it
I don't care if you hearing this
I'm making music for myself now
I'm making music for myself now
I'm making music for my self now
And i don't care if you are feeling it
I don't care if you hearing this
I'm making music for myself now
I'm making music for myself now

Had to sit around and find my purpose
Still aint found it yet but i keep lurkin
Every step i make i'm still learning
I aint gonna stop until i'm earning
Puffed out my chest and made my mark
I'm standing my ground so you can kiss my ass
The only person i'm in debt to is myself
Let myself get played by everybody else
Listened to ya lies now i'm eating humble pie
I got another mile but i'ma be fine
I been on working on cutting down the time
The time it takes to get my words up online
Used to spend a couple months of my mind
Pushing to the limits trynna find the right rhyme
And at the end of the road was more darkness
Not gonna lie it made me kinda heartless
I lost the passion that i had when i start this
Before my name was skitall and i was Marcus