slchld - two faced Lyrics

I put a smile on my face
No matter how I feel
Even if I'm sinkin' can't be droppin' tears ain't a boy I'm a man now
Soon to be an star in due time
But what's the purpose of doing all the things that I did
Trying to grow for what reason I wish

I wish I knew

I'm used tightening my neck so I won't stand out
But now I've come too far I wish

I wish I could convey how I feel
Distorted and confused how I feel
What it feels to be in love how I feel

How I feel

What does it take to be right
How bad it hurts to be wrong
I've had a mask for so long
I lost the touch to be real

What does it take to be right
How bad it hurts to be wrong
I've had a mask for so long
I lost the touch to be real

If there's someone who I can
Trust enough to say who I am
I know that I'm weird sometimes
But I wish somebody knew this side of me

Knew this side of me

There are couple moments where I want to look back
And I'm just thinking if I made the right choices
Would it be right

Would it be right
I wish, I could, I would

I wish I could convey how I feel
Distorted and confused how I feel
What it feels to be in love how it'd feel

How I feel

What does it take to be right
How bad it hurts to be wrong
I've had a mask for so long
I lost the touch to be real

What does it take to be right
How bad it hurts to be wrong
I've had a mask for so long
I lost the touch to be real

If there's someone who I can
Trust enough to say who I am
I know that I'm weird sometimes
But I wish somebody knew this side of me

Knew this side of me