When you look at my life
Tell me what do you see?
I'm only human
So don't expect too much from me
I lost my faith, what have I become?
I don't think I can be safe from what I'm running from
Will you remember me if I
Were to fall into the sky?
And what will they think of me
If I leave it all behind?
When I leave it all behind
Would you be so surprised
If I gave up tonight?
I'm barely breathing
I wanna kill the pain I feel inside
But I won't quit for the people I love
So I'll say I'm fine until the day I f*ckin' see the light
Will you remember me if I
Were to fall into the sky?
And what will they think of me
If I leave it all behind?
When I leave it all behind
If you feel like you are nothing
If you feel like letting go
I'll be your hope when you are hopeless
Together we are not alone
You're not alone!
Will you remember me if I
Were to fall into the sky?
(Fall into the sky)
And what will they think of me
(Think of me)
If I leave it all behind?
When I leave it all behind
Yeah
Sleeping With Sirens - How It Feels to Be Lost Album Lyrics
Sleeping With Sirens - How It Feels to Be Lost Lyrics
Writer: Kellin Quinn Bostwick
Copyright: Lyrics © Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Copyright: Lyrics © Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Never Enough
It's time to wake up, your life has begun
But if I had my own way, I would shoot down the sun
'Cause I don't f*ck with anyone
I can't be fake like everyone
So tell me, what does it take?
Give me the secret
If I told you the truth would you believe it?
Am I the only one to see the monster I've become?
You don't know what you got 'til it's gone
Never knowing why until it's all done
There must be something more to believe
But it's never enough, never enough for me
It's time to get up, I been down for so long
Get me out of my head, I can't do this alone
Feels like the walls are closin' in
I can't keep going on like this
How did I end up this way?
Give me a reason
Give me something to take to stop the bleeding
Am I the only one to see the monster I've become?
You don't know what you got 'til it's gone
Never knowing why until it's all done
There must be something more to believe
But it's never enough, never enough for me
If we could rule the world how would we make it?
The best is yet to come, if we can face it
Always on our own, don't you see?
It was never enough, never enough for me
(Never enough, never enough for me)
Maybe the pain was sent just to push me forward
If I could look inside and somehow find the courage
I can't keep running away to live these f*cked up fantasies
Now I'll turn around, I'm looking in the mirror
Life is funny and the pain will make it clearer
So I'm ripping out my heart for everyone to see
You don't know what you got 'til it's gone
Never knowing why until it's all done
There must be something more to believe
But it's never enough, never enough for me
If we could rule the world how would we make it?
The best is yet to come, if we can face it
Always on our own, don't you see?
It was never enough, never enough for me
But if I had my own way, I would shoot down the sun
'Cause I don't f*ck with anyone
I can't be fake like everyone
So tell me, what does it take?
Give me the secret
If I told you the truth would you believe it?
Am I the only one to see the monster I've become?
You don't know what you got 'til it's gone
Never knowing why until it's all done
There must be something more to believe
But it's never enough, never enough for me
It's time to get up, I been down for so long
Get me out of my head, I can't do this alone
Feels like the walls are closin' in
I can't keep going on like this
How did I end up this way?
Give me a reason
Give me something to take to stop the bleeding
Am I the only one to see the monster I've become?
You don't know what you got 'til it's gone
Never knowing why until it's all done
There must be something more to believe
But it's never enough, never enough for me
If we could rule the world how would we make it?
The best is yet to come, if we can face it
Always on our own, don't you see?
It was never enough, never enough for me
(Never enough, never enough for me)
Maybe the pain was sent just to push me forward
If I could look inside and somehow find the courage
I can't keep running away to live these f*cked up fantasies
Now I'll turn around, I'm looking in the mirror
Life is funny and the pain will make it clearer
So I'm ripping out my heart for everyone to see
You don't know what you got 'til it's gone
Never knowing why until it's all done
There must be something more to believe
But it's never enough, never enough for me
If we could rule the world how would we make it?
The best is yet to come, if we can face it
Always on our own, don't you see?
It was never enough, never enough for me
Writer: Kellin Quinn Bostwick, Benji Madden
Copyright: Lyrics © Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Copyright: Lyrics © Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
How It Feels To Be Lost
Life is walking on a tight rope
With nothing but a blindfold
It's a long way, it's a long way down
I'm, yeah, I'm a little crazy
But can you really blame me?
It's a long way, it's a long way down
For every step that I take
I take two steps back
It's like a punch to the face
It's like a knife right in the
(Knife right in the, knife right in the, knife right in the)
It's like a knife right in the back
Like a bullet to the head
Why can't I understand?
The blood is on my hands
Now I'm standing on the edge
With nowhere to go (to go)
This is how it feels, this is how it feels
How it feels to be
Lost, lost
I've been stranded in an ocean
Treading water but it's hopeless, hopeless
It's a long way, it's a long way down
Why am I always on the brink of
Losing it all? Am I just wasting my time?
It's a long way, it's a long way down
For every step that I take
I take two steps back
It's like a punch to the face
It's like a knife right in the back
Like a bullet to the head
Why can't I understand?
The blood is on my hands
Now I'm standing on the edge
With nowhere to go (to go)
This is how it feels, this is how it feels
How it feels to be
Lost, lost, lost
And it's a long way down (it's a long way down)
And it's a long way down (long way down)
Why do I do this to myself?
Why do I put myself through hell?
And will I ever understand
The blood is on my hands?
(Knife right in the, knife right in the, knife right in the)
It's like a knife right in the back
Like a bullet to the head
Why can't I understand
The blood is on my hands?
Now I'm standing on the edge
With nowhere to go (to go)
This is how it feels, this is how it feels
How it feels to be
Lost, lost
How it feels to be
Lost
With nothing but a blindfold
It's a long way, it's a long way down
I'm, yeah, I'm a little crazy
But can you really blame me?
It's a long way, it's a long way down
For every step that I take
I take two steps back
It's like a punch to the face
It's like a knife right in the
(Knife right in the, knife right in the, knife right in the)
It's like a knife right in the back
Like a bullet to the head
Why can't I understand?
The blood is on my hands
Now I'm standing on the edge
With nowhere to go (to go)
This is how it feels, this is how it feels
How it feels to be
Lost, lost
I've been stranded in an ocean
Treading water but it's hopeless, hopeless
It's a long way, it's a long way down
Why am I always on the brink of
Losing it all? Am I just wasting my time?
It's a long way, it's a long way down
For every step that I take
I take two steps back
It's like a punch to the face
It's like a knife right in the back
Like a bullet to the head
Why can't I understand?
The blood is on my hands
Now I'm standing on the edge
With nowhere to go (to go)
This is how it feels, this is how it feels
How it feels to be
Lost, lost, lost
And it's a long way down (it's a long way down)
And it's a long way down (long way down)
Why do I do this to myself?
Why do I put myself through hell?
And will I ever understand
The blood is on my hands?
(Knife right in the, knife right in the, knife right in the)
It's like a knife right in the back
Like a bullet to the head
Why can't I understand
The blood is on my hands?
Now I'm standing on the edge
With nowhere to go (to go)
This is how it feels, this is how it feels
How it feels to be
Lost, lost
How it feels to be
Lost
Writer: Kellin Quinn Bostwick
Copyright: Lyrics © BMG Rights Management, Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Copyright: Lyrics © BMG Rights Management, Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Agree to Disagree
Oh, come on
Maybe I should care a little more about what everybody thinks
But I just don't have the time for nobody but me
The mood I'm in keeps changing like the weather
So you can keep the sun 'cause I like the night time better
You think you're better than me?
You don't like what you see?
I think it's best we agree to disagree
I'm doing fine by myself
I never asked for your help
I think it's best we agree to disagree
I wear my heart on my sleeve like a worn-out sweater
But with a needle and some thread, I've been keeping it together
Life's too short to be worried 'bout whatever
So you keep shining in the sun, but I like the night time better
You think you're better than me?
You don't like what you see?
I think it's best we agree to disagree
I'm doing fine by myself
I never asked for your help
I think it's best we agree to disagree
You think I'm wrong (you think I'm wrong)
It doesn't make you right (it doesn't make you right)
Now there's no crossing the line
Stay on your own side
You think you're better than me?
You don't like what you see?
I think it's best we agree to disagree
I'm doing fine by myself
I never asked for your help
I think it's best we agree to disagree
Agree to disagree
Agree to disagree
Maybe I should care a little more about what everybody thinks
But I just don't have the time for nobody but me
The mood I'm in keeps changing like the weather
So you can keep the sun 'cause I like the night time better
You think you're better than me?
You don't like what you see?
I think it's best we agree to disagree
I'm doing fine by myself
I never asked for your help
I think it's best we agree to disagree
I wear my heart on my sleeve like a worn-out sweater
But with a needle and some thread, I've been keeping it together
Life's too short to be worried 'bout whatever
So you keep shining in the sun, but I like the night time better
You think you're better than me?
You don't like what you see?
I think it's best we agree to disagree
I'm doing fine by myself
I never asked for your help
I think it's best we agree to disagree
You think I'm wrong (you think I'm wrong)
It doesn't make you right (it doesn't make you right)
Now there's no crossing the line
Stay on your own side
You think you're better than me?
You don't like what you see?
I think it's best we agree to disagree
I'm doing fine by myself
I never asked for your help
I think it's best we agree to disagree
Agree to disagree
Agree to disagree
Writer: Kellin Quinn Bostwick
Copyright: Lyrics © Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Copyright: Lyrics © Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Ghost
He fades away
She is barely holding on by a string
He's been gone since yesterday
She keeps waiting, but she knows that he won't change
"'Til death" they say
Now they're just dying to find a way
Are we just ghosts out in the night?
Are we just waiting for a light that doesn't shine?
Are we just faking or is this real?
'Cause I don't know how to feel
Are we just ghosts now, you and I?
Think it's time to say goodbye
She's given up, been holding on for way too long
She's had enough
He's coming home again
But it's too late 'cause she won't stay with him
Are we just ghosts out in the night?
Are we just waiting for a light that doesn't shine?
Are we just faking or is this real?
'Cause I don't know how to feel
Are we just ghosts now, you and I?
Think it's time to say goodbye
Who's wrong? Who's right? It's not so black and white
We make excuses, but we'll never win this fight
(Yeah) Who's wrong? Who's right? It's not so black and white
We make excuses, but we'll never win this fight
(Yeah) Who's wrong? Who's right? It's not so black and white
(Yeah) We make excuses, but we'll never win this, never win this fight
Are we just ghosts out in the night?
Are we just waiting for a light that doesn't shine?
Are we just faking or is this real?
'Cause I don't know how to feel
Are we just ghosts now, you and I?
Think it's time to say goodbye
Think it's time to say goodbye
She is barely holding on by a string
He's been gone since yesterday
She keeps waiting, but she knows that he won't change
"'Til death" they say
Now they're just dying to find a way
Are we just ghosts out in the night?
Are we just waiting for a light that doesn't shine?
Are we just faking or is this real?
'Cause I don't know how to feel
Are we just ghosts now, you and I?
Think it's time to say goodbye
She's given up, been holding on for way too long
She's had enough
He's coming home again
But it's too late 'cause she won't stay with him
Are we just ghosts out in the night?
Are we just waiting for a light that doesn't shine?
Are we just faking or is this real?
'Cause I don't know how to feel
Are we just ghosts now, you and I?
Think it's time to say goodbye
Who's wrong? Who's right? It's not so black and white
We make excuses, but we'll never win this fight
(Yeah) Who's wrong? Who's right? It's not so black and white
We make excuses, but we'll never win this fight
(Yeah) Who's wrong? Who's right? It's not so black and white
(Yeah) We make excuses, but we'll never win this, never win this fight
Are we just ghosts out in the night?
Are we just waiting for a light that doesn't shine?
Are we just faking or is this real?
'Cause I don't know how to feel
Are we just ghosts now, you and I?
Think it's time to say goodbye
Think it's time to say goodbye
Writer: Kellin Quinn Bostwick
Copyright: Lyrics © TUNECORE INC, TuneCore Inc., Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Copyright: Lyrics © TUNECORE INC, TuneCore Inc., Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Bloodlines
When you look at my life
Tell me what do you see?
I'm only human
So don't expect too much from me
I lost my faith, what have I become?
I don't think I can be safe from what I'm running from
Will you remember me if I
Were to fall into the sky?
And what will they think of me
If I leave it all behind?
When I leave it all behind
Would you be so surprised
If I gave up tonight?
I'm barely breathing
I wanna kill the pain I feel inside
But I won't quit for the people I love
So I'll say I'm fine until the day I f*ckin' see the light
Will you remember me if I
Were to fall into the sky?
And what will they think of me
If I leave it all behind?
When I leave it all behind
If you feel like you are nothing
If you feel like letting go
I'll be your hope when you are hopeless
Together we are not alone
You're not alone!
Will you remember me if I
Were to fall into the sky?
(Fall into the sky)
And what will they think of me
(Think of me)
If I leave it all behind?
When I leave it all behind
Yeah
Tell me what do you see?
I'm only human
So don't expect too much from me
I lost my faith, what have I become?
I don't think I can be safe from what I'm running from
Will you remember me if I
Were to fall into the sky?
And what will they think of me
If I leave it all behind?
When I leave it all behind
Would you be so surprised
If I gave up tonight?
I'm barely breathing
I wanna kill the pain I feel inside
But I won't quit for the people I love
So I'll say I'm fine until the day I f*ckin' see the light
Will you remember me if I
Were to fall into the sky?
And what will they think of me
If I leave it all behind?
When I leave it all behind
If you feel like you are nothing
If you feel like letting go
I'll be your hope when you are hopeless
Together we are not alone
You're not alone!
Will you remember me if I
Were to fall into the sky?
(Fall into the sky)
And what will they think of me
(Think of me)
If I leave it all behind?
When I leave it all behind
Yeah
Copyright: Lyrics © Original Writer and Publisher
Break Me Down
You won't break me down
I'm not afraid to try and feel something that's real
I'm not ashamed, you won't break me down
The last two years of my life are so filled with regret
Try to fool myself, but I'll never forget
The time I've lost, the pain I've found
But when it's time to fight, you need to stand your ground
Smoke in my lungs
There's a fire in my heart (fire in my heart)
And when it's all said and done
You won't break me
You won't break me down
I'm not afraid to try and feel something that's real
I'm not ashamed, you won't break me
When all hope is gone, I'm stronger than I've been before
I'm not afraid, you won't break me down (yeah)
All the drugs and the fame don't matter at all
So I swim in the bottle that makes me feel small
To drown out my demons, I still hear them call
On and on and on, my backs against the wall
I'm just being honest
I'm trying my best (I'm trying my best)
And when it's all said and done
You won't break me
You won't break me down
I'm not afraid to try and feel something that's real
I'm not ashamed, you won't break me
When all hope is gone, I'm stronger than I've been before
I'm not afraid, you won't break me down
Down
The smoke in my lungs
There's a fire in my heart
And when it's all said and done
You won't break me, you won't break me down
Yeah
You won't break me down
You won't break me down
I'm not afraid to try and feel something that's real
I'm not ashamed, you won't break me
When all hope is gone, I'm stronger than I've been before
I'm not afraid, you won't break me down
Yeah
I'm not afraid to try and feel something that's real
I'm not ashamed, you won't break me down
The last two years of my life are so filled with regret
Try to fool myself, but I'll never forget
The time I've lost, the pain I've found
But when it's time to fight, you need to stand your ground
Smoke in my lungs
There's a fire in my heart (fire in my heart)
And when it's all said and done
You won't break me
You won't break me down
I'm not afraid to try and feel something that's real
I'm not ashamed, you won't break me
When all hope is gone, I'm stronger than I've been before
I'm not afraid, you won't break me down (yeah)
All the drugs and the fame don't matter at all
So I swim in the bottle that makes me feel small
To drown out my demons, I still hear them call
On and on and on, my backs against the wall
I'm just being honest
I'm trying my best (I'm trying my best)
And when it's all said and done
You won't break me
You won't break me down
I'm not afraid to try and feel something that's real
I'm not ashamed, you won't break me
When all hope is gone, I'm stronger than I've been before
I'm not afraid, you won't break me down
Down
The smoke in my lungs
There's a fire in my heart
And when it's all said and done
You won't break me, you won't break me down
Yeah
You won't break me down
You won't break me down
I'm not afraid to try and feel something that's real
I'm not ashamed, you won't break me
When all hope is gone, I'm stronger than I've been before
I'm not afraid, you won't break me down
Yeah
Writer: Kellin Quinn Bostwick
Copyright: Lyrics © Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Copyright: Lyrics © Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Another Nightmare
I was thinking 'bout you when I was fallin' asleep
(When I was fallin' asleep, when I was fallin' asleep)
I was thinking how you always were there, there for me
(There for me, there for me)
Nobody's perfect, there's no excuse
I've been such a f*cking nightmare to you
But I promise if you let me in (let me in, let me in)
I will never ever hurt you again
Keep holding on
(On, on, on, on)
Keep holding on
(On, on, on, on)
I promise if you let me in
I will never ever hurt you again
Keep holding on
I've been such a f*cking nightmare
I was looking for you last night in my dreams
(Last night in my dreams, last night in my dreams)
I was running to you to save me from these terrible things
(Terrible things, these terrible things)
Nobody's perfect, it's just the truth
And I've been such a f*cking nightmare to you
But I promise if you let me in (promise if you let me in)
I swear I'll never ever lose you again (never ever lose you again)
Keep holding on
(On, on, on, on)
Keep holding on
(On, on, on, on)
I promise if you let me in
I will never ever lose you again
Keep holding on
I've been such a f*cking nightmare
(Nightmare)
Keep holding on
(On, on, on, on)
Keep holding on
(On, on, on, on)
Nobody's perfect, it's just the truth
And I've been such a f*cking nightmare to you
Keep holding on
(On, on)
Such a f*cking nightmare
Nightmare (nightmare)
Nightmare (nightmare)
(When I was fallin' asleep, when I was fallin' asleep)
I was thinking how you always were there, there for me
(There for me, there for me)
Nobody's perfect, there's no excuse
I've been such a f*cking nightmare to you
But I promise if you let me in (let me in, let me in)
I will never ever hurt you again
Keep holding on
(On, on, on, on)
Keep holding on
(On, on, on, on)
I promise if you let me in
I will never ever hurt you again
Keep holding on
I've been such a f*cking nightmare
I was looking for you last night in my dreams
(Last night in my dreams, last night in my dreams)
I was running to you to save me from these terrible things
(Terrible things, these terrible things)
Nobody's perfect, it's just the truth
And I've been such a f*cking nightmare to you
But I promise if you let me in (promise if you let me in)
I swear I'll never ever lose you again (never ever lose you again)
Keep holding on
(On, on, on, on)
Keep holding on
(On, on, on, on)
I promise if you let me in
I will never ever lose you again
Keep holding on
I've been such a f*cking nightmare
(Nightmare)
Keep holding on
(On, on, on, on)
Keep holding on
(On, on, on, on)
Nobody's perfect, it's just the truth
And I've been such a f*cking nightmare to you
Keep holding on
(On, on)
Such a f*cking nightmare
Nightmare (nightmare)
Nightmare (nightmare)
Writer: Kellin Quinn Bostwick
Copyright: Lyrics © BMG Rights Management, Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Copyright: Lyrics © BMG Rights Management, Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
PS Missing You
I'm missing you
I'm missing you
See myself in the broken glass
Shattered pieces fallin' down again, down again
I'm breakin' down again, down again, yeah
I've seen too much, I know myself
And I've been too f*cked up to ask for help
But do you even care?
Is there anybody out there?
It's comin' 'round, comin' 'round, comin' 'round again
'Cause I feel so alone
Screaming at nothing
I feel so alone
Searching for something
Now I'm breaking down and you're not around
I get lost in the sound
And I feel so alone
And you can't save me
I hate myself for the things I've done
So hopeless, feeling so down again, down again
It's breaking me down again, down again
Take what's left, take me away
'Cause I've been too f*cked up to try to change
But do you even care?
(Is there anybody in there?)
'Cause I feel so alone
Screaming at nothing
I feel so alone
Searching for something
Now I'm breaking down and you're not around
I get lost in the sound
And I feel so alone
And you can't save me
Don't look me right in the eye
Don't tell me this is goodbye
'Cause I'm missing you, I'm missing you
Don't look me right in the eye
Don't tell me that this is goodbye
'Cause I'm missing you, I'm missing you
'Cause I feel so alone
Screaming at nothing
I feel so alone (alone)
Searching for something
Now I'm breaking down and you're not around
I get lost in the sound
And I feel so alone (so alone)
And you can't save me
Yeah
(Don't look me right in the eye
Don't tell me this is goodbye
'Cause I'm missing you, I'm missing you)
I'm missing you
See myself in the broken glass
Shattered pieces fallin' down again, down again
I'm breakin' down again, down again, yeah
I've seen too much, I know myself
And I've been too f*cked up to ask for help
But do you even care?
Is there anybody out there?
It's comin' 'round, comin' 'round, comin' 'round again
'Cause I feel so alone
Screaming at nothing
I feel so alone
Searching for something
Now I'm breaking down and you're not around
I get lost in the sound
And I feel so alone
And you can't save me
I hate myself for the things I've done
So hopeless, feeling so down again, down again
It's breaking me down again, down again
Take what's left, take me away
'Cause I've been too f*cked up to try to change
But do you even care?
(Is there anybody in there?)
'Cause I feel so alone
Screaming at nothing
I feel so alone
Searching for something
Now I'm breaking down and you're not around
I get lost in the sound
And I feel so alone
And you can't save me
Don't look me right in the eye
Don't tell me this is goodbye
'Cause I'm missing you, I'm missing you
Don't look me right in the eye
Don't tell me that this is goodbye
'Cause I'm missing you, I'm missing you
'Cause I feel so alone
Screaming at nothing
I feel so alone (alone)
Searching for something
Now I'm breaking down and you're not around
I get lost in the sound
And I feel so alone (so alone)
And you can't save me
Yeah
(Don't look me right in the eye
Don't tell me this is goodbye
'Cause I'm missing you, I'm missing you)
Writer: Kellin Quinn Bostwick
Copyright: Lyrics © Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Copyright: Lyrics © Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Medicine (Devil in My Head)
I've been up all night staring at the ceiling
Choking on the medicine that I keep drinking
'Round and 'round, up and down, 'round and 'round, up and down
People talking in my ear, can't hear what they're sayin'
Swimming in the fire, the wolves keep spinning
'Round and 'round, up and down, 'round and 'round, up and down
I keep lying to myself, now it's too late
The monster's inside, the monster is me
I keep lying to myself, now it's too late
The monster's inside, the monster is me
The devil's living in my head, I'm scared to death
I haven't been myself lately
If I were you, I wouldn't get too close
'Cause I don't know what I'd do if you push me
Start another fight, make a fist, keep swinging
Alone in the dark, what the hell was I thinking?
'Round and 'round, up and down, 'round and 'round, up and down
I'm upside down, God, I hate the feeling
Lying on the floor, at the door she's leaving
'Round and 'round, up and down, 'round and 'round, up and down
I keep lyin' to myself, now it's too late
The monster's inside, the monster is me
I keep lyin' to myself, now it's too late
The monster's inside, the monster is me
The devil's living in my head, I'm scared to death
I haven't been myself lately
If I were you, I wouldn't get too close
'Cause I don't know what I'd do if you push me
Someone save me now
I haven't been myself lately
I keep falling down
So don't push me, don't push me, don't push me
(Start another fight, make a fist, keep swinging)
(Make a fist, keep swing)
The devil's living in my head, I'm scared to death
I haven't been myself lately
If I were you, I wouldn't get too close
So don't push me, don't push me, don't push me
The devil's living in my head, I'm scared to death
I haven't been myself lately
If I were you (if I were you), I wouldn't get too close
'Cause I don't know what I'd do if you push me
Someone save me now
I haven't been myself lately
I keep falling down
So don't push me, don't push me, don't push me
The devil's living in my head, my head
I don't know what I'd do if you push me
Devil's living in my head
I don't know what I'd do if you push me
Do if you push me, do if you push me
Choking on the medicine that I keep drinking
'Round and 'round, up and down, 'round and 'round, up and down
People talking in my ear, can't hear what they're sayin'
Swimming in the fire, the wolves keep spinning
'Round and 'round, up and down, 'round and 'round, up and down
I keep lying to myself, now it's too late
The monster's inside, the monster is me
I keep lying to myself, now it's too late
The monster's inside, the monster is me
The devil's living in my head, I'm scared to death
I haven't been myself lately
If I were you, I wouldn't get too close
'Cause I don't know what I'd do if you push me
Start another fight, make a fist, keep swinging
Alone in the dark, what the hell was I thinking?
'Round and 'round, up and down, 'round and 'round, up and down
I'm upside down, God, I hate the feeling
Lying on the floor, at the door she's leaving
'Round and 'round, up and down, 'round and 'round, up and down
I keep lyin' to myself, now it's too late
The monster's inside, the monster is me
I keep lyin' to myself, now it's too late
The monster's inside, the monster is me
The devil's living in my head, I'm scared to death
I haven't been myself lately
If I were you, I wouldn't get too close
'Cause I don't know what I'd do if you push me
Someone save me now
I haven't been myself lately
I keep falling down
So don't push me, don't push me, don't push me
(Start another fight, make a fist, keep swinging)
(Make a fist, keep swing)
The devil's living in my head, I'm scared to death
I haven't been myself lately
If I were you, I wouldn't get too close
So don't push me, don't push me, don't push me
The devil's living in my head, I'm scared to death
I haven't been myself lately
If I were you (if I were you), I wouldn't get too close
'Cause I don't know what I'd do if you push me
Someone save me now
I haven't been myself lately
I keep falling down
So don't push me, don't push me, don't push me
The devil's living in my head, my head
I don't know what I'd do if you push me
Devil's living in my head
I don't know what I'd do if you push me
Do if you push me, do if you push me
Writer: Kellin Quinn Bostwick
Copyright: Lyrics © BMG Rights Management, Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Copyright: Lyrics © BMG Rights Management, Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Dying to Believe
I'm a sucker, don't count on me
I'm f*cked up, yeah, to some degree
But I'm thinking you, you're just like me
I'm thinking you, you're just like me
You're a disaster, you're in another fight
You wish that you could get it right
We're hanging on a tight rope dream
We lose ourselves in the in-between
Slow it down, don't get loud now
'Cause we can't, no we won't
Take a chance if we don't know how
So let go, come on, let's run away
We both know we're better than they say
This won't be the first time, won't be the last time
Won't be the only time it's on our minds, yeah
We're all just trying to be free
I'm dying to believe
There's a shadow on the walls today
A long drive home to an early grave
It doesn't have to be this way
It shouldn't have to be this way
Slow it down, don't let go now
'Cause we can't, no we won't
Take a chance if we don't know how
So let go, come on, let's run away
We both know we're better than they say
This won't be the first time, won't be the last time
Won't be the only time it's on our minds, yeah
We're all just trying to be free
I'm dying to believe
I'm holding on so tight, but I'm still, I'm still slipping away
I'm holding on so tight, but I'm still, I'm still slipping away
So let go, come on, let's run away
We both know we're better than they say (better than they say)
This won't be the first time, won't be the last time
Won't be the only time it's on our minds, yeah
This won't be the first time, won't be the last time
Won't be the only time it's on our minds, yeah
This won't be the first time, won't be the last time
Won't be the only time it's on our minds, yeah
We're all just trying to be free
I'm dying to believe
(Oh, oh)
I'm dying to believe
(Oh, oh)
I'm dying to believe
I'm f*cked up, yeah, to some degree
But I'm thinking you, you're just like me
I'm thinking you, you're just like me
You're a disaster, you're in another fight
You wish that you could get it right
We're hanging on a tight rope dream
We lose ourselves in the in-between
Slow it down, don't get loud now
'Cause we can't, no we won't
Take a chance if we don't know how
So let go, come on, let's run away
We both know we're better than they say
This won't be the first time, won't be the last time
Won't be the only time it's on our minds, yeah
We're all just trying to be free
I'm dying to believe
There's a shadow on the walls today
A long drive home to an early grave
It doesn't have to be this way
It shouldn't have to be this way
Slow it down, don't let go now
'Cause we can't, no we won't
Take a chance if we don't know how
So let go, come on, let's run away
We both know we're better than they say
This won't be the first time, won't be the last time
Won't be the only time it's on our minds, yeah
We're all just trying to be free
I'm dying to believe
I'm holding on so tight, but I'm still, I'm still slipping away
I'm holding on so tight, but I'm still, I'm still slipping away
So let go, come on, let's run away
We both know we're better than they say (better than they say)
This won't be the first time, won't be the last time
Won't be the only time it's on our minds, yeah
This won't be the first time, won't be the last time
Won't be the only time it's on our minds, yeah
This won't be the first time, won't be the last time
Won't be the only time it's on our minds, yeah
We're all just trying to be free
I'm dying to believe
(Oh, oh)
I'm dying to believe
(Oh, oh)
I'm dying to believe
Writer: Kellin Quinn Bostwick
Copyright: Lyrics © Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
Copyright: Lyrics © Kobalt Music Publishing Ltd.
How It Feels to Be Lost is the sixth studio album by American rock band Sleeping with Sirens, released through Sumerian Records on September 6, 2019. It serves as a follow-up to the group's 2017 album Gossip, and is their first release on Sumerian since departing with Warner Bros. Records and marks a return to the band's post-hardcore roots. It is also their final album to feature longtime drummer Gabe Barham, who departed from the band a week before the album's release.
The album was supported by three singles; "Leave It All Behind", "Break Me Down" and "Agree to Disagree". To promote the album, the band toured on the entirety of the inaugural Rockstar Energy Disrupt Festival from June to July 2019 and embarked on a co-headlining 2019 North American tour with British rock band Bring Me the Horizon.
A deluxe edition of the album was released on August 21, 2020, featuring the single "Talking to Myself", which was released on July 24, 2020.
Loudwire named it one of the 50 best rock albums of 2019.
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Sleeping With SirensThe album was supported by three singles; "Leave It All Behind", "Break Me Down" and "Agree to Disagree". To promote the album, the band toured on the entirety of the inaugural Rockstar Energy Disrupt Festival from June to July 2019 and embarked on a co-headlining 2019 North American tour with British rock band Bring Me the Horizon.
A deluxe edition of the album was released on August 21, 2020, featuring the single "Talking to Myself", which was released on July 24, 2020.
Loudwire named it one of the 50 best rock albums of 2019.
Genre(s): Post-hardcore
Length: 38:24
Released: September 6th, 2019
Year: 2019