Slowly Slowly - 19 Lyrics

I was in a backseat, dead at 19
You were on your front foot ready to comfort me
Both so naive

Heaving at the pitstop, brushing your side
Could you feel my heart drop
In the dashboard light
When everything felt right

Just stay right where you are
I wont fall for that again
I want to die in this car
I'm in love, I'm not your friend

We were in a taxi, drunk & 19
I can feel the whole world looking at me now
Just stay right where you are
I wont fall for that again

I was such a deadbeat under those sheets
Wrapped you like a blanket how did you handle me?
My self esteem?

Hate me don't you dare stop, I'm just a lie
Fumble when my heart drops
I'll try to justify
We just felt so right

I don't like to say it's over
'Cause in my head it never ended
I'm not ever gonna say it's over
It's my truth & I can bend it