Sitting here dealing with depressions
Dealing with shit crying in my rap session
27 dont know how to act
Don't know how to rap
Don't know how to be a man
I tried i cried i lied
Never dr jekyll always mr hyde
So just to you i confide
Riding threw life like its a f*cking cycle
Micheal myers just became my f*cking idol
Dealing with shit making me suicidal
Pour my hear out on the track and call it eight mile
Let me do what you want and put on a fake smile
Look look neveto
Everybody they keep tryna tell me
That im living wrong within i would give in i dont five in but they wishin strong
They got lists upon lists of the bad that shit
Continue on and i just think they mad they cant stop just continue on
This aint a choice
If it was i wouldnt choose too
Use my voice I have nothing left to loose too
I can rejoice when i let a little outta me
It dont annoy me when anybody doubting me
Because i
Hear the words and they come through me
I am fire bring the sting like a first degree
Inspire them to breathe maybe stop and think
Uh is it necessary for what i am seeking
Or is it just a moment
Getting caught up sinking
Gotta stick to the path
Try to leave and
No one you can blame for that
Self deceiving
But that wasnt for steven