Deep In My Feelings Video (MV)

I've been tryna keep my head on
No matter what I do I'm dead wrong
I hate the fact that my granny gone
They tell me keep my head on
I just put flowers by her headstone
It hurt me bad that she dead and gone
And I know I can't feel the same
I know you hear my song, but do you feel my pain?
You don't know what be on my mind, how I feel inside
So many times I could've died, but I'm still alive
Sometimes I tend to question God, sometimes I ask him why
Like why he had to take my granny, left me traumatized
When you lose someone you love, do you know how it feel?
Gotta be careful who you trust, trust will get you killed
I got this shit straight out the mud you niggas know what it is
I ain't gotta prove myself to nobody, show that I'm real
The love I got for you won't let nobody interfere
I say I got you, then I got you, that's just what it is
Through all my struggles and my hard times, made me a man
That shit look different on the outside when you lookin' in
You really feel it in that cell, when you by yourself
You ain't got nobody in your corner, you need some help
And then the people say they there, they seem to fail
All of them bitches say they care, they disappear
My daddy locked back in the system really miss my nigga
Sometimes I don't feel like myself, wish I was right there with him
I tend to smile and ease my pain, but it don't seem to work
I put my feelings in this drank, other half in this verse
They tryna take me out the game, put me in a hearse
But I won't let em end my name, put me in the dirt
Mom, I'm sorry for the life I live
I'ma give it all I got until the very end Won't let a nigga take my spot, I'm steady goin' in
Long live my people dead and gone, free the ones in the pin
Free the ones in the pin, long live the ones who dead and gone
I take my feelings out my chest and then I put it in this song, yeah, yeah
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