Choke Me Out Video (MV)

Right now I've got a lot of friends
But that is bound to change
Considering when I see them face to face, I can't even remember their names
It's a stress I should avoid but one I cling to way too quick
I'm making new friends every day but it seems that I just can not pick
Between a good guy or a bad one maybe I'm a bit of both
I hope that all my friends don't leave me when they realize I am broke
It's changing way too fast
But I am moving slow
Wondering if I need to adapt
Or hold on to what I've always known
I'm a victim of a circumstance
I've fallen into a rut
I need the change to choke me out
I need the change to be a cut
I need to hurt, I need to bleed
I need to leave and start new things
And I don't know if I can be everything they want
Everything they need
I need to hurt, I need to bleed
I need to leave and start new things
And I don't know if I can be everything they want
Everything they need
Is this the cut I need
Is this the cut I need
Is this cut too deep