Love Video (MV)

I'm scared
I'm terrified
Don't know where I can hide from these thoughts inside of my head
The words on my heart, are now on this page
I don't feel okay
I can't get to sleep
Instead I'm awake
Till three in the morning
Still awake, forming, line after line of the blood on my tongue
Pain in my head, words in my lungs, breathe in breathe out
My thoughts full of doubt, what will I do when my plans fall out
Disorder, I'm full of it
Yeah, I'm pushing it
I can't think without figurative bullet hits to my head
Don't wanna be here
Don't wanna die instead
So I write these words
Yeah, all night, these words
Yeah I'll fight these words 'til I'm dead
I'm not brave I'm weak
And I can't speak or think
And I'm on the brink
But I don't wanna sink
I'm not brave I'm weak
And I can't speak or think
And I'm on the brink
And I don't wanna sink
I'm
I'm in my room
Writing for people I don't know exist
Hope I can make money doing this
Prove to my mom that it was worth it
All of these nights that I've spent alone
Writing these songs, and
Hoping they'll go, to somebody's head
To all of their friends
Making it big in the end
I think I should sleep
Don't wanna wake up
I just wanna dream
So don't let me wake up
I think I should sleep
So don't let me wake up
I don't wanna wake up
So don't let me wake up