It starts, all fun, it starts fun and games
Until it goes all wrong, when it's played any other way
And I don't like to depend, on anything
But there's always exceptions
Cuz there's a loathing, inside of me
It fills me up, with a jealousy
If I'm no good at anyone else
Can I please be good at myself
Lips part their eyes on me, I'm wondering if they will see
Night comes I'm losing sleep, my own self doubt is haunting me
Scared because they'll think I'm a failure
Or scared because I know they don't care
Cuz there's a loathing, inside of me
It fills me up, with a jealousy
If I'm no good at anyone else
Can I please be good at myself
I walk this fine line
Between peace of mind and
Wanting to analyze
My reach my place esteem
And so selfishly my
Gaze charming ways
For looks and praise
Sometimes I want to destroy everything I know
Protect me from a buildup start over and go
I want to fall so hard and someone care for me
Sick of self aware and this honesty
Cuz there's a loathing, inside of me
It fills me up, with a jealousy
If I'm no good space at anyone else
Can I please be good at my
Can I please be good at my
Can I please be good at myself
Socha - Loathing Lyrics
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It starts, all fun, it starts fun and games
Until it goes all wrong, when it's played any other way
And I don't like to depend, on anything
But there's always exceptions
Cuz there's a loathing, inside of me
It fills me up, with a jealousy
If I'm no good at anyone else
Can I please be good at myself
Lips part their eyes on me, I'm wondering if they will see
Night comes I'm losing sleep, my own self doubt is haunting me
Scared because they'll think I'm a failure
Or scared because I know they don't care
Cuz there's a loathing, inside of me
It fills me up, with a jealousy
If I'm no good at anyone else
Can I please be good at myself
I walk this fine line
Between peace of mind and
Wanting to analyze
My reach my place esteem
And so selfishly my
Gaze charming ways
For looks and praise
Sometimes I want to destroy everything I know
Protect me from a buildup start over and go
I want to fall so hard and someone care for me
Sick of self aware and this honesty
Cuz there's a loathing, inside of me
It fills me up, with a jealousy
If I'm no good space at anyone else
Can I please be good at my
Can I please be good at my
Can I please be good at myself
Until it goes all wrong, when it's played any other way
And I don't like to depend, on anything
But there's always exceptions
Cuz there's a loathing, inside of me
It fills me up, with a jealousy
If I'm no good at anyone else
Can I please be good at myself
Lips part their eyes on me, I'm wondering if they will see
Night comes I'm losing sleep, my own self doubt is haunting me
Scared because they'll think I'm a failure
Or scared because I know they don't care
Cuz there's a loathing, inside of me
It fills me up, with a jealousy
If I'm no good at anyone else
Can I please be good at myself
I walk this fine line
Between peace of mind and
Wanting to analyze
My reach my place esteem
And so selfishly my
Gaze charming ways
For looks and praise
Sometimes I want to destroy everything I know
Protect me from a buildup start over and go
I want to fall so hard and someone care for me
Sick of self aware and this honesty
Cuz there's a loathing, inside of me
It fills me up, with a jealousy
If I'm no good space at anyone else
Can I please be good at my
Can I please be good at my
Can I please be good at myself
Writer: Madeleine Socha
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