2 Scarlett Video (MV)

I was sixteen
Going through depression, trying to get clean
Ain't sitting in this class, I got big dreams
Could write a best-seller, all the shit I've been seen
They gon tell me I don't know
Been through all of it
The oldest carry burden, you won't feel this shit
Mom and dad still love me they just miss they kid
You don't need to feel embarrassed they don't understand
Politics and family they tend to hold each other's hands
I don't know
They gon' tell me I don't f*cking know
This shit remind me life in Mexico
I wish I f*cking knew that I was lucky
But I guess I didn't know
Man if the house good
Then that's all we ever needed
Never be around my brothers, same time feel defeated
It's a feeling I don't recognize, they always lift me up
Car would leave me stranded, I'll hit you pick me up
Family seen my lowest, seen the picture, needed time
Thank you for your patience, I was falling out of line
You can always count on me cus I'm your brother and I love you
You could always count on me cus I'm your brother and I love you
And don't you go forget it
You could always count on me cus I'm your brother and I love you
I need to talk about it
I don't think you're ready for the world
No matter what your age I still see a little girl
You rule my life, I'm always thinking how you feel about these days
It wasn't always all this trauma in the way
You might hear about a time we was in a better place
Mom and dad in love, we moving to a bigger stay
All the changes came, I was right about your age
Don't get me started on the ways we used to cope
Try to take it on the chin, I'm oldest imma live
Lemme tell you 'bout these places that we've been
We done trekked the world twice, shrug a shoulder I'm alive
Thank God we done struggled for this life
I disappointed but I'll change for the better
Hold it down
It get shaky yes when dad ain't around
I hold my breath and pray to God
I always know he'll keep an eye
Grew a long way from stealing and the lies
Family seen my lowest seen the picture needed time
Thank you for patience, I was falling out of line
You can always count on me cus I'm your brother and I love you
You could always count on me cus I'm your brother and I love you
And don't you go forget it
You could always count on me cus I'm your brother and I love you