Solence - Wish I Wasn't Me Lyrics

I wish I wasn't me

I'm drinking from a broken glass
And wishing I could freeze the past
Cuz nothing ever seems to stay the same

I'm tired of the consequense
From using someones innocence
Ambition goes from golden to a plague

And deep to my bones
I fought to find an answer
To wanting more
And constantly turn fake
But if I could escape the words orOnly redefine them down to whispers
Dear God
Sometimes
I wish I wasn't me

My love keeps turning red to black
No meaning to keep looking backBut sometimes it's so hard to keep the faith

I'm feeling f*cking bottomless
I'm cursed with always wanting Something else and not be happy where I am

And deep to my bones
I fought to find an answer
To wanting more
And constantly turn fake
But if I could escape the words orOnly redefine them down to whispers
Dear God
Sometimes
I wish I wasn't me