Dear Jordan, this is something that you need to know
As your big brother, I'm the one that's supposed to keep you safe
Daddy barely did his job, he ain't really want us
He ain't want nothing to do with us, so why he say that he love us
I don't even believe it when he tell me that he love me
I don't even believe it when he tell you that he love you
The main important thing is crazy
He chose somebody else's kid over us
Then act like dad of the year
He ain't really do nothing for us
The whole fam say they love us
Whole time they ain't love us
They said that they had loved us
But they didn't really treat us like
I don't think they believe in the meaning That actions speak louder than words
All the other kids gone on trips
We ain't never went on trips
Why they try to play with us
Like we don't know the truth
Daddy said that he love us
Whole time he ain't want us
I guess his father like son
Cause his daddy never was there
Me and mama all alone
He was chasing after hoes
You was too young to understand
All the arguments and fights
You was the baby I was the one that was listening
To them arguing and fight
He wanted to take me away from you He wanted mama to go be alone
He tried to tell us all the secrets
But we didn't know what he was doing wrong
You was too young to know
But he was beating me with the paddle
I was daddy's boy at the time
Right now I'm not daddy
His daddy tried to be a daddy
And his daddy really felt that
I guess it's just a curse
And I hope that I don't catch it
Dear mama, this is something that you probably know
The man that you loved one time has did you wrong
And I'm sorry, you found somebody really better
He really really did you wrong
Tasha thought it was sweet
He was running these streets
He had left us all alone
On the weekends we at granny
Papa came to the house
He told me something was wrong
He didn't know what was wrong
I just couldn't put my finger on it I was too young to understand what he was saying
Mama saying that I act just like him I always wanted just to be like him
Now I don't wanna be like him
Mama I'm saying I'm sorry
Cause the lies that he put inside my head was wrong
All the lies that he fed me was wrong
All the lies that he told me about you was wrong
I should've believed you when you had told me he wrong
It's crazy how your daddy was more of a dad to me
And my dad wasn't even a father to me
And my dad wasn't a father to Jordan
Mr. Scottie came in the pictures He was more fatherly than my daddy
And I can't even lie about it
What I'm saying right now is hate
You can hear it coming out my voice
The whole family lied to you
They said they ain't know nothing
The whole time they knew everything
Every time they had acting fake
They told us we was family
The whole time shit was like shit
During the summer with him
Jordan crying every night Jordan crying every day
Cause she missing Mama Bear
Jordan never was happy
I can really tell you that
Half of the things you told me
I ain't even gonna repeat it
Like you said he had a family at home
But he ain' want i
He wanted to go make a family with somebody else
And leave us alone
He wanted to leave us stranded
He wanted to leave us abandoned
He wanted to paint you the villain
And I promise that ain't gonna happen
And I saw what you was saying
When you said I look like him
And I look in the mirror everyday
And I pray to God I don't be him
And I wish I didn't look like him
So you wouldn't see him in me
Dear Tony
This is something that you need to know
Both of your kids can't stand you
And both of us know the truth
And I think that your daughter do hate you You the worst father on the planet
You was never really there for us
When I needed you, you weren't there
When I needed you, you was in Summerville Posted up with that shorty
How you let my granddaddy take your spot And be my daddy
You was a coach more than a father
We told you that we hadn't needed you
You wasn't really, really there
You was always posted in Summerville
Every time that we go out
You always gotta bring them kids
And don't forget that woman
You made Jordan sleep in my room
When her kids slept in Jordan's bed
Told you that you should've stuck with Ty
But you ain't wanna stick with her
Cause she had problems for real
Everybody got problems
So shut the f*ck up and go deal with it
So your father was the worst father
So that mean you gotta do the same
I'm tired of faking with you I'm tired of faking emotions
Everything that I did You kept yelling inside my face
Every big thing I did You kept yelling inside my face
Every move that I made
Always was wrong to you
I told you I wanted to rap
I told you how I really felt
You told me I'm not gonna make it
You told me I wasn't gonna blow
You ain't do shit while I was in school
So why you tryna be a hero
My mama was right about you You really a hypocrite
You really a fool for love
You really a sucker for love
And I feel like you a deadbeat
That don't need to be alive no more
Dear Johnson family
This is something that you need to know
Grandma thought that she did a good job Raising my daddy alone
Clearly you didn't do nothing
He looking for love in females
He looking around everywhere
He keep on going to the girls
He got a wife at home
But he didn't really want her
Got a wife now dawg
He still doing the same thing now
He had kids at the house
He didn't wanna be around us
I think he didn't want us
Grandma keep tryna make him seem like he the best dad on the planet
She like he did this and he did that
But that don't count for nothing
It really don't It's meaningless
Me and Jordan had a fight for respect
Every time we fought we was wrong
Every time we got into it
We had to go somewhere else
We fell in the black sheep dawg
And I guess that y'all ain't see it
And I don't know what to say
Cause it really piss me off
And I'm really getting blown
And I'm really hating y'all
And I don't wanna be a part of this lil family that y'all own
Y'all say y'all love y'all family
But y'all talk about him dawg
Y'all say that he the best dad on the planet Well he did me wrong
He got me paying car payments
That I don't need to pay
He got me spending half of my lil check
On that car payment
Everybody called us names
Everybody treated us different
Everybody looked at us different
Everybody saw that we was really different
So they laughed
They laughed at all my dreams
They laughed at all my talks
They made fun of my teeth
They made fun of my hair
When I was losing hair
They always talking down on me
But they done never know me
They don't know me right now
So I promise you I might lose it
When I say I hate my family I hope y'all don't think I'm playing
I told y'all that I'm antisocial I don't wanna be around
Wanting to bring my future wife around Y'all but y'all weird
Y'all always like to judge
Y'all always like to stalk
But this the type of family I don't wanna be around