I'm drowning in defeat
Fed by the breast of a perfect life
Please destroy something around me
So I can truly feel pain
I want to have a reason for crying
But I'm scared
Just promise I will still own my mind
When the day comes
Just promise I will be fine
When the night's done
Just promise I will
My soul is pure steel
It could cut you like a knife
But my mind is rusty iron
So I can only feel pain
Everyday this could feel good again
But look at me, choking myself
It's not my fault
Fate has its ways to sting