I got a lot of pent up rage inside my soul
I got a lot of feelings that won't keep me whole
I got a lot of problems that will never change
I got a lot of bad thoughts I'm feeling strange
I got a lot of thinking to do
Like what's my plan if I ain't working
And my rent's almost due
Like what's my plan if I fail college
Or vocational school
Not keeping my cool
I'm losing it, I look like a fool
Can't take a step back, so I write a track
And suddenly I just think it's so wack
There's passion I lack, I have to backtrack
What goes around comes back around
Call it circle stress
Cause every day that I wake up the problems next
Reality sets, the loop of life it resets
And I'm back to square one with very little progress
I will never ever know if I will reach my success
But I do know you should keep on pushing be the best
You should be grateful
For parents that are thankful
For people that support you when you're down
But it's shameful
When you're the one that's pushing people out
Why so hateful?
When they're the ones that get you off the ground
It's so painful
The people in my life always abstract
With peeps around me just lying talking behind my back
Haters surrounding me hoping I fall and that's a fact
So every day I must prove my worth to make my impact
Stress
Causing me to fall
Will I lose it all?
I don't know anymore
What am I fighting for?
Causing me to fall
Will I lose it all?
I don't know anymore
What am I fighting for?