A Beautiful Life Album Lyrics

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A Beautiful Life

(Christopher)

"Baby, I'm pregnant", she said
And I saw my whole life
Flash before my eyes
So much for planning ahead
We gon' be alright
There won't be a right time
Oh, I said, "I am way too young"
I'm just a kid, I can't raise one

It feels like my life is over
Feels like my future's crushed
And I'm gonna miss the times when
It was just the two of us
I don't ever want to let go
Of everything that I love
It sure feels like dying
Saying goodbye
To my beautiful life

"Daddy, I can't sleep", she said
Can you leave the light on?
And please sing me my song
And I can't help but think to myself
Those green eyes and brown curls
Turned into my whole world
She's growing up so fast
If only I could make it last

It feels like my life is over
Feels like my future's crushed
'Cause my baby's getting older
Tomorrow she'll be all grown up
I don't ever want to let go
Of everything that I love
I turn off the lights
And say good night
To my beautiful life

Pack the bags and ready to go
We look at each other
She looks like her mother
Off to chase dreams of her own
She cries in the backseat
As we wave at the taxi
Oh, our baby's moving out
Leaving this home an empty house

Feels like my life is over
Feels like my future's crushed
And I'm gonna miss the times when
It was just the three of us
I don't ever want to let go
Of everything that I love
It sure feels like dying
Saying goodbye
To my beautiful life
To my beautiful life

"Baby, I'm pregnant", she said
And I saw my whole life
Flash before my eyes

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Hope This Song Is For You

(Christopher)

Just like an ocean has its waves
I've done things I just can't change
And just like the clouds are full of rain
I carry with me all this extra weight
I've got to let it drain

If you have nothing to die for
What are you even alive for?
Yeah, there's birds in the trees
And they singing for me
When the night falls
That the sunrise won't be nothing like yesterday

And you can call me fool
But I hope this song's for you
If it's not quite enough
I'll find another line or two
If I just had someone to sing to

I keep a voice inside my head
Reminding me how much I regret
And just like a thunder has its strike
Ever time I'm clean, I go and f*ck it up
It's a habit of mine

If you have nothing to die for
What are you even alive for?
Yeah, there's birds in the trees
And they singing for me
When the night falls
That the sunrise won't be nothing like yesterday

And you can call me fool
But I hope this song's for you
If it's not quite enough
I'll find another line or two
If I just had someone to sing to

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Would Ya

(Christopher)

Darling, for you, darling, for you, I would, mm
I'd do anything, I'd do anything a man should
I would take all the blame when you're cursing my name, yes, I would
I would take all the pain, I would carry all the weight for you, mm

With you in my arms
With you in my arms, I need nothing
I need nothing, baby
I knew it from the start
I knew it from the start, here's something
Oh-oh-oh-oh, oh, oh

Here's a little toast to my best friend
To my wonder woman, to my everything
Would ya, mm
Would you trust me if I said I'd die for you?
Would you look into my eyes and say I do?
Would ya
Would ya, baby? Mm

Would you, ooh
Would ya, oh

And darling, for you, darling, for you I would, mm
If I was your man, I'd do anything I could
No, I'm not gonna lie, from the moment that I, that I saw you (feeling, oh)
Feeling alive when you're walking by my side, it's true

With you in my arms
With you in my arms, I need nothing
I need nothing, baby, oh
I knew it from the start
I knew it from the start, here's something
Oh-oh, oh, oh

Here's a little toast to my best friend
To my wonder woman, to my everything
Would ya, mm
Would you trust me if I said I'd die for you?
Would you look into my eyes and say I do?
Would ya
Would ya, baby? Mm

Would you, ooh
Would ya
Would you, ooh
Would ya

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Honey, I'm So High

(Christopher)

Have you ever been dancing through the fields
Thinking to yourself this is too good to be real
Ha-a-aha-aha-ah
Ha-a-aha-aha-ah

Have you ever seen a castle in your dreams
That's what it sometimes feels like to me, oh-oh
Ha-a-aha-aha-ah

And I know now
Every part of me says you
So I'm letting go of
Everything I know is true

Honey, I'm so high
Lost my way
Honey, I'm so wild
Bound to fail

Ooh, ooh
Ooh, ooh

Have you ever been feeling so alive
Thinking to yourself this is too good to be right
Ha-a-aha-aha-ah
Ha-a-aha-aha-ah

I can break the rules but never these chains
If you don't love me now you probably never will, no-oh
Ha-a-aha-aha-ah

And I know now
Every part of me says you
So I'm letting go of
Everything I know is true

Honey, I'm so high
Lost my way
Honey, I'm so wild
Bound to fail

Ooh, ooh
I'm telling you
Ooh, ooh

And I know now
Every part of me says you
So I'm letting go of
Everything I know is true

Honey, I'm so high
Lost my way
Honey, I'm so wild
Bound to fail

Ooh, ooh
Honey, I'm so
Ooh, ooh

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Ready To Go

(Christopher)

Where do you go when
You've lost a friend?
How do you sleep when
You don't wanna wake up again?

My wheels burning
And yours keep turning around
And when I think about it
I'm not ready to go
The more I think about it
I'm not ready to go

How do you hold on
When there's nothing to hold on to?
And what is a home run
If it's a home without you

My wheels burning
And yours keep turning around
And when I think about it
I'm not ready to go
The more I think about it
I'm not ready to go
Yeah, the more I think about it
I'm not ready to go

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Led Me To You

(Christopher)

What the hell you talking about love?
I thought I was doing this for us
You know I just played my part
You said if you leave me for that world
I won't be here when you return
But can we just go back to start

Just hold me and say
You're not leaving this way
'Cause I'm about to lose my mind
This mess that I made
Don't you say it's too late
Can I die in your arms one last time?

'Cause all my mistakes they led me straight into you
Remember you said to me regret is for fools
Crashing and burning like I always do
But all my mistakes they led me straight into you
Yeah, they led me to you

It's like losing everything on a bad bet
I've lost everything but my habits
I fall so easily
And it's like going right when you should've gone left
Or the memories I wish I could forget
But they're never leaving me

Just hold me and say
You're not leaving this way
'Cause I'm about to lose my mind
This mess that I made
Don't you say it's too late
Can I die in your arms one last time?

'Cause all my mistakes they led me straight into you
Remember you said to me regret is for fools
Crashing and burning like I always do
But all my mistakes they led me straight into you

I'm messed up like I do
But regret is for fools
Now I praise my mistakes
'Cause they led me to you
I'm messed up like I do
But regret is for fools
Now I praise my mistakes
'Cause they led me to you
Yeah, they led me to you

What the hell you talking about love?
I thought I was doing this for us
You know I just played my part

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Book Of Me

(Christopher)

Page one, bear with me as I start
Page two, please read it with an open heart
It's rough on the edges, with drawings and sketches
Half written chapters, I know
It still got a long way to go

You, you won't find this stuff in a movie, staying
True, there's more to me and I'll prove it
You won't find it in the lines, I'm in between
I'm in between

So here it is, all of me
There's plenty words in there but still a missing piece
It has it all, hopefully
And if you like it, you can keep the book of me
And I still ain't got the ending right
I throw my commas left and right
No structure, no grammar, no footnotes, but hopefully
You find love and honesty
In the book of me

Page fifty was my all time low
Feels like a million years ago
If you don't skip it, you know I update it
Trust you won't judge me by now
You still got a long way to go

You, you won't find this stuff in a movie, staying
True, there's more to me and I'll prove it
You won't find it in the lines, I'm in between
I'm in between

So here it is, all of me
There's plenty words in there but still a missing piece
It has it all, hopefully
And if you like it, you can keep the book of me
'Cause I still ain't got the ending right
I throw my commas left and right
No structure, no grammar, no footnotes, but hopefully
You find love and honesty
In the book of me

And when I finally get the ending right
It's probably 'cause you help me write
The part of our children and being a family
You changed the title and now it's just
The book of us

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Hey Love

(Christopher)

Hey love
I'm f*cked
Don't trust
Me now

'Cause I know I said that I would be a rock
But I'm desperately the one in need of love right now
There's no shiny knight if you don't shine me up
Please don't hang up
Hey love

Hey love
I'm stuck
Life really sucks
Right now

'Cause I know I said that I would be a rock
But I'm desperately the one in need of love right now
There's no shiny knight if you don't shine me up
Please don't hang up
Hey love

Hey life
Just know
That my little light
Still glows

Under the skin of it we share the blood and bones
And I think the point is no one really knows just how it goes
Life is so unfair it's okay to be scared
Are you still there?
Hey love
Hey love
Hey love

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Hope This Song Is For You (John Alto Remix)

(Christopher)

Just like an ocean has its waves
I've done things I just can't change
And just like clouds are full of rain
I carry with me all this extra weight
I've got to let it drain

If you have nothing to die for
What are you even alive for?
Yeah, there's birds in the trees
And there are singing for me
When the night falls
That the sunrise won't be
Nothing like yesterday

And you can call me fool
But I hope this song is for you
If it's not quite enough
I'll find another line or two
If I just had someonе
To sing it to

I keep a voice inside my head
Rеminding me how much I regret
And just like a thunder has its strike
Every time I'm clean, I go and f*ck it up
It's a habit of mine


If you have nothing to die for
What are you even alive for?
Yeah, there's birds in the trees
And there are singing for me
When the night falls
That the sunrise won't be
Nothing like yesterday

And you can call me fool
But I hope this song is for you
If it's not quite enough
I'll find another line or two
If I just had someone
To sing it to