Running out the house in the middle of the night
I was looking for love, now I'm looking for a fight
I know that I'm wrong, but it feels like I'm right
It's all confusing
I told myself that I wasn't gonna cry
But the smoke I blow is getting in my eyes
And I can't see straight and I don't know why
So tell me that it's ok
Yeah tell me that it's alright
'Cause all I got is my faith
And a fire on the inside
It burns as bright as propane
So go ahead give it a light
'Cause I need you right now
Yeah, I'm bleeding right out
From my spiritual suicide
Wish I did not have to carry this
It's a heavy load
My cross to bear, wasn't fair
Or so it seemed for sure
But then satan threw some weight in
So it had to go
Good thing I had some great people call me out for moving slow
So I picked that sh*t up and started running like woah!
Ran like Forrest, they all said "look at crippled boy go!"
Then I planted like a flag on the beaches of Iwo...
...Jee my Dad's calling, been like 10 years since I said "hello?"
Put my flowers at the bottom and watched them all grow
Guess I had to see them blossom underneath the moon's glow
In a world full of wonder & pain & hope
Gotta keep our minds healthy 'cause we all got sick bones
In a world full of wonder & pain & hope
Gotta keep our minds healthy...
So tell me that it's ok
Yeah tell me that it's alright
'Cause all I got is my faith
And a fire on the inside
It burns as bright as propane
So go ahead give it a light
'Cause I need you right now
Yeah, I'm bleeding right out
From my spiritual suicide
Oh my God
(Watch over the)
Ones I love
(Tell 'em that it's)
Not their fault
(What if I just)
Turn and run
(Turn and run away)
I'm so irritated with myself but I know I'm just in my feels
Wish I could be there with my baby and just be forever healed
It's all the moments when she look up at me, like so "what's the deal?"
It's a reflection, see the message & the echoes of my fears
Put my flowers at the bottom and watched them all grow
Guess I had to see them blossom underneath the moon's glow
In a world full of wonder & pain & hope
Gotta keep our minds healthy 'cause we all got sick bones"