Spectre - Pain Pays Off (feat. $insAtoned) Lyrics

I'm growin' as a person and artist, I'm working the hardest
It'll take some time, I'm learning I promise
My tracks ain't heartfelt, about nothin like Seinfeld
If I make it will I shine well? focused on tryin' to rhyme well
I feel like I ain't shit, I'm never complacent
I don't know where the days went, chalking up the pavement
Wondering if I can make it, maybe if I'm patient
Don't wanna jinx it, so I don't say shit
It keeps gettin' worse, I'm hearing the Devil's words
I feel dead and cursed, might hear the metal burst
I'm filled with pain, that shit will f*ckin' kill your brain
And steal your chain, after you won't feel the same
You need to rebuild your name, to gain power
F*cking reign like a shower, from the plane and tower
Waiting for the day I can say "I took my J's off"
Won't be no days off, let's just say pain pays off

When there's one more round, but you f*cking fall down
The pain rebuilds, so we're stronger than the navy seals
When there's one more round, but you f*cking fall down
Then the pain rebuilds, so You're stronger than the navy seals

From the present to the past
I've been suffering some demons
So I hide my face with mask
I now see at last
The only way to heal this pain
Is to ask for help
Everyone's worried for my health
I was born in a family
That didn't have wealth
Even to this day my mother still
Buys me things I need
Even tho she needs
The money provide for herself aye
She had me at the age sixteen
I was always a sick child
Since the age of three
I had asthma and borderline ADHD
I was difficult as can be
But still she still thought I was unique
Now look at my archiving my dreams
My mother always says I hope you succeed
Even after all her pain she still accepted me
She always said don't let anyone destroy your self esteem
Just manifest your dreams
Then soon you'll archive