Indecisive Video (MV)

I'm done pursuing her
I'm done trying for her
I'm done dreaming about her
I'm done, I'm done, I'm done
Just done with that
Ya

Ya, just done
Realized it as soon as I came back
Time to fall back, take it easy on my own
On my own, ya
She knew, she knew how I felt about her
Cause she had a brain
Thinking about her had me going insane

That passion though, I guess
The chemistry between us
But it really never felt right to begin with
(I mean)
Something was always holding me back
Maybe the grade difference between us
Maybe she was already dating someone
Maybe it was my lack of courage
But I just gotta move on
Feels tough to move on right now
But time heals everything

Soon, she'll just be another girl
Another girl who came in my life and left my life
Some regrets with me
Always regrets with anything
Nothing turns out perfect
Jus' feels weird right now
I don't want to give the same effort I did earlier
I was trying so hard for you, babe
Man I guess it's just inexperience
Pure lack of experience, lack of experience
Some Teenage Fever type shit

I remember thinking I was learning from her
I remember thinking I was learning from her and our conversations
I thought I was just growing up with her
Going through that adolescence type shit with her
But maybe I was just really learning about myself through... an experience
Just like any other experience where you learn about yourself
Learning about yourself through your first quarter of college

Yeah
Just another experience, nothing that special
Nothing that special, nothing that special
Jus getting to know a girl
Yeah
I just wanted to freeze the moment when I was with her though
The moments would always pass too fast
Just wanted a moment that would really last with her

Ya
Some kind of aura surrounded her
Some kind of aura that made me want to be with her
I was a f*cking basket case until I saw her face
Crazy for her, crazy obsessed with her
Guess it was kind funny, huh
I had naive optimism, huh
I suppose, I suppose
I know how that goes, goes

Had me DUI cause I was always thinking about you
I was just tryna take it
Take it from small talk to body talk, please
I mean we were in some deep talk
(No lie, no lie)
Having some meaningful conversations girl
Developing that genuine connection girl
Had several things in common girl
Talking common interests girl
I'm talking common interests girl
Yeaahhh

Oh man
Why didn't I
Why didn't I have any courage last year
Couldn't even ask you for your number
What was I thinking
Not asking you for your number
What was I thinking

Man
Used to be thinking I was special cause she would wave at me with a smile
Probably does that for anyone she knows cause that's just who she is
The nicest girl I've ever known
The nicest girl I'll ever know
I mean that tho
Not just saying that to say that
I recall
I recall having two hour long conversations

Long conversations with this girl
Recall thinking our relationship was going somewhere
Going somewhere after these long conversations
Felt like I did a good job complementing her too
Felt great seeing her smile after I complemented her

I just wanted to see you smile
I just wanted to see you smile
I still do, I still do, girl
I think I'll always have feelings for you, girl
Feelings for you, girl
I've just been feeling
I've just been feeling
Feeling so

Feeling so indecisive
I just wish I had some idea
Some idea of what you think about me
What do you think of me, girl
(I just know)
I know there a lot of basic boring girls out there
Girls out there who I don't see in the same way I see you
I see you in a different light
I wanna see you every night

Just, Just
What I gotta do to get to you
What I gotta say to make you mine
I don't mean to whine
But girl, you are a star
And we can shine
Let's just build love
Young love is the best
So I've heard that
The joy, the innocence
The awkwardness of it all
Go for you again, I shall

Jus' wish I didn't like you so much
I don't want my heart broken
Don't wanna hit an all time low
I know it would feel that way
The first love
I really feel
Something
Something so different for me
Just different for me
You have that effect on me
You have that effect on me, girl
You have that effect on me

(Wanted you, but I still want you)
(Needed you, but I still need you)

Need you, it feels that way