St. Finnikin - Loss (Grief) Lyrics

Changing
My god I'm sacred what the pain brings
I liked it better the way it was
We were something else
Now I'm bedside
Oh what I'd give for a joyride
The ones we'd take after midnight
Window surfing our hands through the air
Oh I'm waiting
There's something in me that's shaking
I'm acting fine but I'm faking
Cause' I see you but there's nothing there
So I kiss you
You're so cold to the touch
And as I'm fixing the pillows
I am wonderin' if I've said enough
I don't wanna lose you
Is there any other way?
I tried to make amends with God
But He turned the other way
Is it possible where
I go and you can stay?
Ill be waiting for the answer
While our memories replay
Holy
11th hour arrives
The sun is starting to rise up
I'm in awe but f*cking terrified
And we're counting
All your in and your exhales
Witnessing all your details
While darkness came & entered the room
Yeah we're present
All the words and the prayers sent
All the heads and the necks bend down
I am certain it will happen soon
Silence...
The loudest sound in the world
Your Spirit moves and it twirls above me
I'm so proud of you girl
But I don't wanna lose you
Is there any other way?
I tried to make amends with God
But He turned the other way
Is it possible where
I go and you can stay?
Ill be waiting for the answer
While our memories replay
*Sound of grieving*
Mournin'
Recognized what it's showin'
Oh it comes & it's going
Just as the wind is blows
And I'm changing
My thoughts rearranging
I'm not as sacred as I once was
Losing you gave me deep love
Losing you gave me deep love
Losing you gave me deep love