St Vincent - Reckless Lyrics

Been so reckless with the choices I've been making
On the road liked the speed
I've been chasing
Driving far to the point I've
Been spacing
Life for me is something
So complacent
It ain't real it ain't real
It's what I'm saying
Braked so hard
Breathe the fumes in
I felt that force
With the front bent
Still alive I'm wasting time
What I have is God sent
Through the fire
This is why I'm going all in

I know that I'm not
What you want but
You're what I need
Can't live so small
From this life so far
Just let me get
What I really want

Stay alive stay alive
I can't die now
Stay alive stay alive
I can't die now
Stay alive stay alive
I can't die now
Stay alive stay alive
I can't die now

Oh help me God
I've been helpless
To believe the
Sadness I've been singing
F*cking with these dreams
Since I was eighteen
Still I think this life is a daydream
Just waiting out here making
It for mainstream
Stay scheming for what
I'm needing
What I'm needing
You know it
Through the fire
Through the fire
I'm going all in
I'm going all in

I know that I'm not
What you want but
You're what I need
Can't live so small
From this life so far
Just let me get
What I really want

I know that I'm not
What you want but
You're what I need
Can't live so small
From this life so far
Just let me get
What I really want

Stay alive stay alive
I can't die now
Stay alive stay alive
I can't die now
Stay alive stay alive
I can't die now
Stay alive stay alive
I can't die now