I fell to pieces before the gateway
My knees, they buckled, giving out as a sudden feeling came upon me
Struggling to get back on my feet, I looked through the open door
Only to be brought in, while it shut behind
But I knew
Understood the lie
I was back on my way down
Not falling
Descending
Recognising the cost, move on with no trust
I'll keep on riding it out (Will it never settle)
Breaking my back, burn after the fact
That I lost it all, even though it had nothing
You are
Lies and deceit are
Always breaking me down
Can't you let me leave
I'm gone anyway
Every step I take
There's one less mistake
Taking it all back with me
What I have broken
Every step I take
Never be the same
But I'll get there some way
Back to the start
Stay there (Don't you move) watch me leave
(Will it ever settle)
Right behind me (I know) just turn now
(You are)
Lies and deceit are
(Always breaking me down)
Can't I leave just go
Already done
(Rising backwards)
What's this I've found
No
Another gate here, down here
Still open, waiting
Step right through
Ripping me
Up
Can't take me
Can't take it
I fell down to change
Be something more but it wan't even (Not even yet) the start
Longed and you had an answer
If I rose, would I be up there too
I followed
Climbed up, stair by stair
I found it
There I was lied to, there I was betrayed
You were why I went down
This second descension was the only way
I ran down
Now I've slipped into a hole, now I'm lost
This is the end
In darkness I'm trapped
Can't move, can't escape
Get me out, get me out
Let me go
Let me out