Up There Video (MV)

Terrified by the longing to turn back and destroy home, I decide to descend instead

Limbs so cracked and dry start to close down
On my mind
As I go on the other way to somehow turn back time
Feet touch on cold steps as I make my own way up
Something's freezing up these holes in me just like the burning
(Boiling) (Scalding) waves

I'm finally here
At the gate
(No, my head)

I will stay up here
No longer, will I stay away apart from it all
Rose to lies, now I know
Wanna go back and shut myself in
To descend or return
But I gave it all
(Up for nothing)

Fingers burnt just frozen begin to ache today
As I watch for signs, it now dawns on me
Can I break off, avert myself and circle around again
(I cannot remain)
Eyes just burn holes in me
Put out the freezing (Broken) flame

(Goodbye)

I will stay up here
No longer, will I stay away apart from it all
Rose to lies, now I know
Should have shut myself in
To descend or return
I gave it up for nothing

I will stay away from here
Forever, I will stay alone in the past never dragged around
Didn't lie before
Spit on the last try to take it
I'll descend again
Let the blood drip on now
(I'll stay)
No longer
(I'll stay)
Remain up here

No longer