Fifty-Nine. Video (MV)

I've had moments where I feel below
And digging deeper than I've been before
And I been fighting but I lost control
When you closed the door
I'm pleading guilty
For hating you (For hating you)
And I'm pleading guilty for not making it through
Making it through unscathed
But I know that's unreal
Perfection's attainable that's how I feel
Hopped in a whip
Still in my feels
Stuck in my head
And I found myself
Doing one fifty
Down the fifty-nine
It's raining outside
And inside
Hydroplaning
Wonder if I close my eyes
I'm tripping
I don't want to see me die
(I don't want to see me die)
Stuck on a loop in my mind
This ain't good I know
Seem to lose myself every time
I just want to make it home (Just want to make it home)
Visions of the end are taking hold
It's all I can do to stay on the road
Dreaming of the worst case scenario
This could be the worst case
Doing one fifty
Down the fifty-nine
It's raining outside
And inside
Hydroplaning
Wonder if I close my eyes
I'm tripping
I don't want to see me die