Time Heals Nothing When There's No Good to See Video (MV)

I dig deep through my thoughts
Flooded by past events
It's a lifetime of disgust
I once was a happy boy
But then I grew up and saw life for what it was
Over-encumbered with hatred
Wiping away the memories of a past fed with negativity
Death has become such a beautiful thing
A life that is vs. A life that was
I wish my memory would fail me now...
Where do I go from here?
I'm stuck in this concept of time
Every path that I have taken has been destroyed
My feelings are mute
My visions of love have been wiped away by time
I continue to live with some sort of hope when I know damn well there's none
Why continue on....?
Maybe by chance I'll find happiness
But for now my mind's programmed to die
Time heals nothing when there's no good to see
I erase the memory of everyone's existence and what its done to me