Priority Disorder Video (MV)

I don't need your answers I'm holding out for a better
Gotta gotta chase another opportunity
I need it like I need the air I breathe
Cut down by the torture Priority Disorder
All or nothing painful and do whatever you please
But once you've entered you may never leave
Think I was paralyzed and hypnotized by the visions of grandeur
And to no surprise it seems I bargained more than I planned for
Nobody tells you about the times that are rough
You have to trust in those you keep around to never give up
Forgive me
I sold my soul
I found it fitting cause I never even felt what it means to feel whole
I think I'd rather feel nothing at all
Letting go is harder than you know
But it will set you free to choose your destiny
Every time you think you got a grip life takes a 180 and maybe
If I had grown up feeling less alone I could've built for myself a better man than shown
I am a turtle without its shell, I didn't play my cards very well
And in a moment of indecision I damned my own soul straight to hell
Somehow I feel what I now lack
And I intend to take it back
Take it back
All of the times I lied claiming that I was fine, gritting my teeth behind determination
Pushed to the wayside, with all my strength I'll attack
Because I'm taking it back
Nobody tells you about the times that are rough
You have to trust in those you keep around to never give up
But now I've opened up a side of me that I've never seen
And all I had to do was believe