Stef - I Understand Lyrics

If you wanna leave I understand
I did you so wrong as a man
As the person that I am
Yeah, yeah, yeah
If you wanna leave I understand
The way I treated you I cannot stand
I can't make it better
Nothing ever changed but the weather
Our time seemed to short to be forever
The happy birthday letters
All those small gifts growing into sweaters
Sitting, wishing that I loved you better
Please trust me
Exposed and my hearts growing rusty
Bros drunk and I'm here in the front seat
Enough is enough please
I had you when babe I had nothing
Can you feel the pressure its crushing
Me down
I know you don't want me around
Im trapped and I can't make a sound
Still making frowns
I hit it now its way out of bounds
Arguing we go round for round
I can't just fix all our problems
I wish I could
Late night sitting tryna solve em
I think its good
B-But then here comes another problem
I knew it would
Now I feel like at the bottom
Of some wood
Cuz I'm stumped
Theres bump
On my heart
On our path
You minus me
Us apart
Simple math
Everyday without you my hearts finna crash
I wasn't smart now my hearts got a gash
So I guess I'm bleeding out
Ur like my glasses I can't see without
Ur the one I told my team about
Worried I might fight but think I need a bout
You're the only one that I dream about
But theres not much that I can do if you don't wanna stay
If you really wanna leave I guess its namaste
I've been feeling really bad
I feel it to this day
Really wish you were here
And wish we didnt play around
Cuz I still love you
I still want you
Miss you badly
I wish I had you by my side but know thats sadly not
The case
To face
I need too
I know you're listening so know that I need you