Madness from a Dangerous Lover Video (MV)

See life has been on a slope and im trying to keep hope but i just can not do it baby
See im trying to help myslf and im trying to help you all but i just can't do it all
I just cain't do it all help myself and help you all but
Tryna switch lanes but i cant switch up on the gang staring thru the same
Window i can feel the pain ain't shit been the same since the sixth grade lost
Tears ever since i left moms place got damn why the f*ck do i not feel the
Same ever since that i've been tryna get myself back i've tryna get myself together
O'well im a sit back
No ooo no oo no oo
Truly dont care what the f*ck they really think about me
I'm smoke my tree never let it control me
F*ck school had to get the paper im a risk it all pray to god that it all pays later
Dont ask what my second plan is i dont need it just knoe that im a work it out
I'm a get it all together f*ck it now i dont care what you say
Cause i just got to believe it
Would this ever really work out?
Would i ever be what i wanna be?
All this shit running thru my head
Like would it ever really happen
Or is it just a dream
Yeah told momma im a f*cking make it all this madness in my head i dont even
Know where the f*ck the world is headed I just keep doing me i dont really care
I just keep doing me i don't really care i just keep doing me i don't really care